A strange thing had come to pass. The Sailor had suffered one sea
change the more. But at first, had his life depended on it, he could
not have said what it was. He only knew that he was losing appetite
for the magic food on which he had been waxing lately: it was no longer
possible to devour poetry and wisdom in the way he had done. Moreover
his pen no longer flew across the paper. It took him a whole week to
do that which he now expected to accomplish in a morning, and then the
result pleased him so little that he tore it up. He was bitterly
disconcerted by this mystery. But one day, the eighth of her absence,
the truth came to him, like a ghost in the night. Life was no longer
possible without Mary Pridmore.
It was about four o'clock of a morning in June when this fact overtook
him. As he lay in bed, facing it as well as he could, it seemed to
submerge him. He sprang forth to meet the cold dawn creeping from the
Thames, flung up the blind and opened the window. In the grip of the
old relentless force he turned his eyes to the east. The faint flecks
of orange across the river were the gates of paradise, yet the Sailor
hardly knew whether the sinister gloom beyond was a bank of cloud or
the trees upon the Island of San Pedro. In an exaltation of the spirit
which he had only known once before in his life, he seemed to hear a
particular name being twittered by the birds in the eaves. Mary
Pridmore! Mary Pridmore!
It was fantastic, it was ridiculous, it was perhaps a form of mania,
but there was the fact. And a policeman, passing along Brinkworth
Street at that moment, seemed to tread out that magic name upon its
echoing pavement!
She had given him her address: Miss Pridmore, at Greylands, near
Woking. He must write, she had said, but not before he had finished
"The Egoist," and had made up his mind about it; thereby revealing, as
became a properly conventional Miss Pridmore, that it was not so much
the sailorman who was of consequence as his opinion on a highly
technical matter!
In the innocence of his heart he had already written and posted a
letter. His views were expressed with a naïveté at the opposite pole
from Box Hill on these high epistolary occasions. It was not in this
wise that the mage addressed his own particular goddesses.
No answer had yet come to this letter. Therefore in the half light of
dawn he sat down to write a second and more considered one. Vain
endeavor! It was not for the pen of mortal to unlock the heart of the
true prince, unless the genie willed it. And this morning, alas, the
genie was not amenable. For it suddenly addressed the Sailor, not with
the voice of a magician, but with rude horse sense.
"Get into bed, you fool," said the genie. "Cease making an idiot of
yourself. Athena is as far beyond you as the stars in their courses
which have just gone back into heaven."
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