The Sailor returned to his bed, to dream. He did his best to be
rational, but the task was hopeless. "Mary Pridmore! Mary Pridmore!"
twittered the sparrows in the eaves of Chelsea.
IX
A little after five had struck by the church of St. Clement at the
bottom of Brinkworth Street, he rose again from his bed. He flung on
his clothes, draped a scarf round his neck in lieu of a collar, crept
downstairs and out of the front door of No. 14 into the streets of the
metropolis.
This morning there was a coolness in the air. And as soon as he felt
it he was able to think more clearly. A sharp thrill ran through his
brain. It was hardly three months since he had roamed the streets of
London in the morning hours with tumult in his heart.
Since that night he had explored whole continents; hardly anything
remained of many former worlds he had inhabited; but there was a spear
in the side of Ulysses, and he must always remember that none could
pluck it out.
As he reached the bottom of the street and Thames in his majesty smiled
grimly upon him, he knew that he was in terrible case. He was no more
than a frail mortal, caught in the toils of irresistible forces. What
hope had such a one of outfacing the decrees of fate?
It was not until he had walked for an hour by the waters of Thames that
he returned to Brinkwater Street, to breakfast. A letter with the
Woking postmark was at the side of his plate. It said:
Greylands.
Thursday.
MY DEAR MR. HARPER,
Your view of 'The Egoist' is a new light to me on a most wonderful
book. It is not exactly how I see it myself, but I somehow feel you
are very near the truth. But when you say that a man such as
Willoughby is not quite sane there is a point for argument. You are
also too severe, I think, in your judgment of the author of his being.
You say he could never really have known what life is. There I frankly
don't agree with you, but of course we look at things so differently,
and that is the great charm of your long letter. This is a very stupid
one, but I won't apologize for it, because it is the best I can write,
and I shall not have the presumption to try to meet you on your own
ground. You have sailed the High Seas, whereas I have only read about
them. Looking back on the conversations we have had I see you as a
master mariner. This is not an idle compliment. You have not yet
gained your full stature, you have yet to declare yourself in your
power, but believe me you have the strength of a giant, and if such a
wish is not an impertinence I hope you will have the courage to achieve
your destiny.
Yours always most sincerely,
MARY PRIDMORE.
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