In a dogged way, with many of the tricks of speech and manner of former
phases of his life, which he had sloughed as a snake its skin, and had
now reassumed in the stress of overmastering agony, he told her all.
He spared her nothing, not even his comparatively recent knowledge that
his father had been driven to commit a murder, which in Henry Harper's
view accounted for the price the son had had to pay. Nothing was
spared her of Auntie, of the police, of the night on the railway, of
Mr. Thompson and the Old Man, of the _Margaret Carey_ and the Island of
San Pedro, of Ginger and Blackhampton, of the first meeting with
Klondyke, of the first meeting with Edward Ambrose, and, finally, an
account of his fall into the clutches of Cora Dobbs and how he made the
horrible discovery concerning her on the night of their own first
memorable meeting at the dinner party in Bury Street.
Some insane demon seemed to urge him on. In spite of the look of
horror in her eyes, he told her everything. Somehow he felt it was the
only reparation he could make to her for being as he was.
"Klondyke gave me my first start," he said finally. "He knows nearly
as much as you--except about that woman--but he's stood to me all
through. I don't ask your pity. I admit I deceived you, Mary, an' I
done wrong, but it warn't because I didn't want to do right. I got to
pay for it, I can see that. I dare say it's right, but I'll only say
... and this is final ... _Enry Arper, whatever 'is father done, don't
deserve not a half, not a quarter of what's been done to him_."
She had to hold on by the table. Something was stifling her. There
were things in this elemental soul which the Pridmores and the
Colthursts might once have known, but for long generations had
forgotten.
She dare not look at him. An abyss had opened. She simply couldn't
face it.
Somehow he knew that. It needed no words to tell him. Everything was
lost. The mariner could never hope to come into port. Again that
horrible sense of rage came on him, which a few hours ago had
overthrown him in his interview with Edward Ambrose. It maddened him
to think that he had been allowed to get so far along the road and that
a subtle trick had defeated him when the goal was actually in sight.
Yet even at the last there was just one thing, and only one, that stood
to him: if it was still possible he must be a man, a gentleman. He
knew this woman was suffering cruelly, and he owed it to her and to his
friends not to profane the God she worshiped. There was no God in
heaven after all, it seemed, for Henry Harper, but for her, who had not
the stain of a father's crime upon her, it was a different matter.
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