As he stood not three paces from her, clenched and incoherent, fighting
not to strike her with the sudden awful blasphemies that were surging
to his lips, he knew nothing of what was passing in her mind. Had he
known she would have had his pity. All that her progenitors had stood
for in the past had suddenly recoiled upon her. All those entries in
Burke it had been her pleasure to deride, all the politicians and the
landed proprietors, all the Lady Sophias and the Lady Carolines, all
that flunkyfied reverence for concrete things of those generations of
the Pridmores and the Colthursts, which had so long affronted her high
good sense, were now having their word to say in the matter.
She had pledged her help to this man if ever he asked it, but now she
found that help was not hers to give. Said the tart voice of her
famous Aunt Caroline, it is not to be expected, my dear, of a sane
Christian gentlewoman. Think of your father, my dear! By some strange
irony, Mary Pridmore suddenly thought of him, that admired and
bewhiskered servant of a generation which allowed his friend Bismarck
to steal Schleswig and to murder France, but paid itself the tribute of
building the Albert Memorial; the distinguished servant of a generation
that had denied reading, writing, and arithmetic to its Henry Harpers
and had turned them barefoot into its Blackhampton gutters.
Many things were coming home to the heart of Mary Pridmore in the awful
silence of that room. She was no more to blame for the long line of
her fathers whose governing abilities were commemorated in the England
of the sixties than was their victim, Henry Harper, in whose bruised
body and tormented soul had been commemorated his mother's murder. She
was numb and dazed now she had heard his story, but she had nothing to
give him.
The truth had come to him already. "Now, Enery, you must be a man and
bear it," said the voice of Auntie, wheezing in the upper air. Well
... if his flesh and blood would only let him he must be a gentleman as
long as he had the honor to converse with a real Hyde Park lady who
believed in God ... that was all he knew at the moment. If there was a
spark of manhood in him he must hold on to that.
"Miss Pridmore." ... He was able to pull himself together in a way that
astonished even himself.... "I see it's all over with me and you.
I'll never be able to get through without your help. I'm fair done in.
But I don't blame you. An' I just want you to say you don't blame me,
an' then I'll quit."
She couldn't speak. Aunt Caroline in a hoop and elastic-sided boots
was simply imploring her to behave with dignity.
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