The words were gentle and composed, but they struck him like a curse.
He knew that they were true. Not as long as he lived would he be able
to do again as he had just done. It was as if the judge in his wig
whom he had seen that afternoon riding to the Assizes in his gilt
carriage had passed a life sentence upon him. His knees began to
crumble under him again; he could have shrieked with terror. Crying
miserably he limped along into the sidings. He came to a lamp. All
around were silent, grim shapes upon which its feeble light was cast.
They were loaded wagons, sheeted with tarpaulins. With the amazing
recklessness that had just been born in him he determined to find a way
into one of them in the hope of being able to lie down and sleep. It
was not very difficult to climb up and get under one of the sheets,
which happened to have been loosely tied. Also he had the luck to find
a bed that would have been more or less comfortable had the night not
been so bitterly cold. The wagon was loaded with sacks full of a
substance soft and yielding; as a matter of fact, it was flour.
Henry Harper lay down with a feeling of relief and burrowed among the
sacks as far as he could get. A mass of aches in body and soul,
anything was better than the darkness and damp fog and icy substances
cutting into his bare feet. Presently, with the sacks piled all round
him, he felt less miserable, and he fell asleep.
How long he slept he didn't know. But it must have been some little
time, and the sleep must have been fairly sound, for he was only
awakened by a great jolt of the wagon. And before he was fully awake
it had begun to move.
Hadn't he better jump out? No, let it move. Let it do anything it
liked. Let it go anywhere it pleased. What did it matter? Again he
fell asleep.
The next time he awoke he was shivering with cold and feeling very
hungry. But the wagon was moving now and no mistake. It was still
pitch dark, although the fog seemed to have lifted a bit, but the
detonators which had been placed on the line were going off now and
again with tremendous reports, signals flew past, and while he lay
wondering what he ought to do now, he passed through an array of lights
which looked like a station.
He soon came to the conclusion that it was useless to do anything. He
couldn't get out of the wagon now even if he wanted to, that was unless
he wanted to kill himself. Yes ... that was exactly what...
"Lie quiet. Go to sleep," a stern voice commanded him.
He tried to sleep again but soon found he couldn't. He was cold and
ill, but after an attack of vomiting he felt better. Meanwhile the
wagon rattled on and on through the night, and it seemed to go faster
the farther it went.
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