Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Five years!" Winona repeated, shrugging her shoulders. "Legally, that's
all. Don't interrupt me; I want to get it over. I lived in a
God-forsaken fishing village on the Maine coast--God-forsaken eight
months of the year, waking up in the summer for a few city folks,
second-class, who'd come down for three months, four months, to keep us
going the rest of the year. Father was a decent sort, sea captain,
fussing about a couple of cat-boats in the summer, lazy, but kind. My
mother was a devil if ever there was one; but she worked hard, washing,
cooking. She couldn't read or write. Why he married her--don't know!
Because she got him with her good looks, probably, the looks she passed
down to my sister and me! There were eight in the family, and we were
the eldest--village belles. Morals weren't any too strict there; lord,
why should they be? With everything gone to rot, no hope, no life, just
existing, dragging through one month after another--sleet, ice and wind,
and nothing ahead but to get old! All right, when you didn't know that
something else existed over on the mainland! That was the trouble! They
educated us--sent us over for a year's high school at New Bedford, to
stay with an aunt.
"New Bedford! Lord, I thought it was a wonderland then; Boston and New
York couldn't be any finer. Then she brought us back, to help in the
living, to wait on the table when the boarders came, to end up by
marrying--work for some man who'd sit around, to be fed and clothed, to
have his house cleaned--children and all the rest."
She stopped a moment, frowning, and Dodo, overwhelmed at this picture of
isolation and drudgery, that started before her eyes in the gesture and
the voice of the girl, who seemed to have returned to it all,
exclaimed:
"But why tell me?"
Without noticing the interruption, Winona continued, speaking as if to
herself, seemingly unconscious of Dodo's presence:
"New Bedford and summer boarders! That was the whole trouble! I was
eighteen, sister twenty, and the village belles! We used to get out of
the windows, nights, and steal off for a dance, every chance we got.
Lord! it was innocent enough, considering what the other girls were
doing; but she--the mother--whenever she'd catch us, she used to go
stark out of her mind, swear we were disgracing her, bringing shame on
the family, insinuating--well, everything! That wasn't all! She tied us
up and beat us with a strap--yes, just that!--until she couldn't beat or
shriek at us any more. But that didn't stop us! It only made us hate
everything--her, the home, the life! Once she beat my sister so that
they had to call in a doctor. The next week she ran off--disappeared."
Winona drew a long breath, and her arm swept toward the trackless city,
lowering at their window-sides: "Never a word. God knows! The worst, I
guess--here, perhaps--somewhere!
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