Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"You'll know the truth by this time. Don't waste any sympathy
over me! I don't care--the other was worse! I couldn't go back
and starve! Don't blame Joe, either; it's all my doing! I suppose
the girls will say terrible things about me. The Duchess told me
Ida's married: I'm glad of it. Dodo, I wish I could see you some
day, just to _talk_ to, but I suppose that's impossible. Remember
what I say--only I hope it won't ever happen!--if things ever go
bad with you, and you're dead up against it, come to me! What
you've been to me I never can forget! Perhaps now you can even
forgive me about Mr. Peavey. I was desperate! Don't refuse the
hundred dollars I send you in this. It'll hurt me terribly--and I
owe you every cent of it, on my word of honor! Good-by, Dodo.
You've got more chances than I had; only don't make mistakes!
"WINONA (Mrs. Edgar Sampson.)"
"P. S. Now, whatever you do, don't get teary about me. It isn't
necessary. I don't care in the least--now! That's honest!"
Inclosed was a bank-note of a hundred dollars. The sight of this money
coming from such a source brought to Dodo a sudden horror akin to the
smarting shame she had experienced at Brennon's insulting advances. She
went out hastily to lunch, alone, to that mediocre noisy restaurant on
Lexington Avenue where she had gone so miserably on the night of her
first meeting with Massingale, Sassoon and Lindaberry. There, in the
quiet of a corner, she took out the letter and reread it. Her first
thought was to rush to Winona and take her in her arms. No; certainly
she had nothing in her heart now but charity.
How well she understood the horror of returning into the old! Why should
not a woman have the right to progress, to free herself from hateful
surroundings? Why should it be so difficult for a woman, when it was so
easy for a man? Why should she only be forced to the wall? In the bare
room, lighted by feeble curtained windows, she saw this other life from
which she too had emerged, to which she was resolved never to return,
but which frightened her now as a possibility. How tired and pinched
these men and women were who surrounded her! And the women, how bare of
coquetry and charm! Even the young men who clustered in a corner,
talking languidly, had a tired air of being already middle-aged!
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