Russia (Federation) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921 -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
Peter knew he stood better in Katerin’s regard than before, now that she
knew his story. He had seen in her face a deep and profound pity for
him. What he mistook for pity was her alarmed concern when she
discovered that Peter sought to slay her father. Peter could not know
that she had suffered torture while he had sat looking into the
lamp—that she knew how a look, a word or some turn of the head might
betray her father.
Peter had always thought that the first assurance of a successful end to
his quest for Kirsakoff would mean a delirious joy. Yet here he was
coldly calm, a calm which was a steadiness that he ascribed to his own
efforts to control all outward indications of his grim satisfaction. His
brain was singing, over and over, in an endless refrain—“I shall find
Kirsakoff.”
He turned the light in such way that he could see himself in the big
mirror between the windows, and smiled at himself. His face was slightly
flushed from the emotions and memories roused by telling how his father
had been killed before the post-house, and how he himself had endured
and escaped from the prison on the hill.
His eyes burned with a feverish light. In fact, he was drugged with
elation, strangely soothed, much as a man is lulled with wine till his
senses are subdued by the poison and his reasoning faculties are
benumbed. Yet his alertness was in no whit deadened. On the contrary, he
was well aware of what was before him, and he was alive to the
necessities of the situation. He was approaching his long-waited moment
of triumph, and he knew that he must hold himself against the slightest
rashness in thoughts or actions. He must, he thought as he surveyed
himself in the mirror, avoid the look of craftiness which was coming
into his face—he must feign a bland innocence, and dispel everything
which savored of eagerness, impatience, impulsive haste. He had days,
weeks, in which to carry out his purpose, and at last he was on the
right track. Besides, it would avail nothing unless he could accomplish
the destruction of Kirsakoff without leaving the hint of a clew to the
identity of the slayer.
He left off studying himself in the mirror, and began pacing the floor,
head down and hands behind his back. There was a strange sense of
satisfaction in the knowledge that Vashka knew his secret. He felt that
it constituted a bond between them, a mutual sympathy such as is known
only among exiles, or the children of exiles.
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