When Graham had first seen her lying in the fire-light, with cool, deep
eyes, before the light of love had dawned in her flower face, she had
seemed to him like a perfect white rose. Then the rose flushed palely,
as the love-light trembled to a flame; and he brought her flowers of the
color of the sea-shells, and she wore them in her hair. Last of all, he
laid at her feet deep-red damask rosebuds; and these she placed on her
white breast, where they bloomed and died in a single night. He had
painted her by the waves, as he had once seen her on that strange day
when death had seemed so near and life so beautiful. He had painted her
standing at the sea edge with pallid roses in her little hands, her
graceful head set about with the same soft-hued flowers, and a single
crimson rose lying lightly over her heart. He had hung the sketch
against the wall where the sunlight fell upon it early in the morning;
and Millicent had bade him remember, while he slept or waked, that she
was near him.
CHAPTER XV.
"It cannot be that love so deep as mine
Could fail to stay you like ethereal wine."
When he first understood the full import of the dreadful story, John
Graham had been dazed with grief. He had sought distraction from his
torturing thoughts in action, and had spent that first day in wandering
through the forest. When he lay down to sleep that night in the lodge,
his heart was burdened with the double weight of Millicent’s secret and
Millicent’s deceit. He said to himself that they had put an insuperable
bar between her and himself. He could have pardoned the disgrace which
had befallen her, and was not her fault, but he could never forgive her
deceit toward him. The finding of her kerchief the next morning, and
the terrible apprehension which the blood-stain had aroused in him,
swept away the anger and sorrow from his heart, leaving nothing there
but an agonizing fear. This had been, in turn, banished by the joy of
finding her alive and unharmed, waiting for him amidst the roses. The
great fear had softened the anger in his heart; the sudden happiness
exalted his soul from the hell of anguish in which it had dwelt, into a
perfect and pure peace. Pride, anger, and resentment were swept away,
and love swayed him with its mastery. He knew her now, faulty as she
was; and his higher nature forgave her, because of her great love,
because of her great wrong. But in his stormy breast the tide of
feeling flowed and ebbed; pride had reigned there so long that love
could not all at once claim undisputed sway. He could not learn in an
instant that pride is born of hell, while love is breathed from heaven.
In that strange moment when their two beings had seemed etherealized, he
had forgiven her all; but in the days that followed, pride, doubt, and
prejudice came forward one by one to do combat with victorious love. It
might be that they would conquer in the struggle; it might even be that
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