Her only answer was to lay her aching head upon his breast, to twine her
arms about him, and to sob out incoherent words of love and grief, all
of which puzzled and wearied him. He soothed her tenderly; and when they
parted there was a smile upon her lips, though her breast still trembled
with the slow after-waves of a grief which shook her whole being.
Graham, unnerved by the tempest which he had all unwittingly aroused,
reached his tower in an excited and irritable frame of mind. The first
thing that met his eyes was the picture of the lovers lying at the foot
of the easel. He picked it up, placed it on the table before him, and
long and critically surveyed his work.
"I painted better than I knew," he sighed. "Yes, thus it is that we
stand toward each other, man and woman, and ever shall stand,--the man
looking out beyond, above, the woman, and she finding her utmost limit
of self-projection in him. Alas and alas!" He placed the painting with
its face toward the wall, and with a moody brow turned to his new
sketch.
"Bah, I can do nothing, see nothing in that picture; I have been too
rudely summoned back to earth, to the little griefs of humanity, by a
woman’s tears. I was never meant for it, I cannot bear it." So ran his
thoughts impatiently. He had been living in the passionless perfection
of art, and had been suddenly recalled by a little creature, full of
small human feelings, to this narrow world. Nettled and unstrung, he
threw himself upon his hard bed, to dream of Millicent,--a happy dream,
in which she knelt before him, acknowledging her fault, pleading his
forgiveness; a dream of sweet reconciliation, wherein was memory of that
hour among the redwoods, of that mystic soul-embrace but once known to
him his whole life through. He awoke refreshed and strengthened, with a
love-song on his lips tender as that of the mourning dove. Sundown
showed him again at his easel after a long day’s work; but that evening
Millicent listened in vain for the patter of Tasso’s hoofs among the
softly rustling autumn leaves.
In the week which followed Graham did not venture to see Millicent
again, fearing her disturbing influence on his work. He sent her every
day by his faithful henchman some little memento. One morning it was a
quick sketch of the sunset of the previous night. Another day it was a
bunch of pretty brown quails, the result of an hour’s shooting. Once
she found hung upon her window-ledge a garland of dewy red roses; and
easily guessed what strong, light figure had swung itself up the piazza
post, and over the trellis-work, to lay this offering before her
curtained window.
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