John Douglass Graham, by birth American, by descent Scottish, by
profession painter, sat looking out from his tower window. It was too
dark to paint, and not yet late enough for him to light his study lamp
and begin his evening work; so he sat idle, a rare thing for him.
Before his window there stretched a fair landscape; and a man, a painter
above other men, might well be forgiven an hour’s idleness in such a
place. The sun’s last rays made the little copse look more golden and
dreamy than did the stronger morning light. The still pool with its
warm reflection of sky and trees, the mysterious dark wood beyond, all
shadowy and full of dreams, made a picture which his hand never wearied
of reproducing. On his easel stood a canvas which bore a reflection of
the scene on which he was looking, painted in a strong, masterly manner,
but not yet completed. "Ah, Heavens! no wonder that men love to paint
in cities, with nothing of nature’s beauty before them to shame their
work. If I dwelt face to face with a brick wall and saw no motion save
that of horse-cars and over-laden dray horses I might be more satisfied
with what I accomplish. This picture might then seem beautiful to me.
It is a different thing to look into the face of the great model and
then at one’s work. Only the strongest of us can do that, only our
Duprés and Rousseaus. Shall I ever feel that I can even dimly picture
this one view? Can I ever send my testimony of beauty to the world?
Can I say the one word of truth which was given me to speak?"
Graham spoke to the four walls to which most of his conversation was
addressed. The only sympathy he ever received in his bursts of
enthusiasm or despair was from a portrait which hung where the first
rays of light fell upon it in the morning. It was the portrait of a
woman neither young nor beautiful with the beauty of youth. A tender,
sad face, with those heavy lines at the mouth and nose which tell of
grief and long weeping. The gray hair was smoothly brushed from the
forehead, and the whole mien and costume showed that dignity of age so
rarely seen in these days when grandmothers dress in rainbow-hued
garments fit for their grandchildren, curl and frizzle their locks after
the mode worn by the reigning beauty of the time, and in every possible
way simulate a youth whose charm they have not, thus losing the real
grace which belongs to their age. Before his mother’s portrait the
artist always kept fresh flowers, and to that dear and noble face his
eyes were turned in a mute appeal for sympathy many times during the
long solitary day.
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