But now things were altered. He felt angry and outraged at the thought
that others knew her story, that she was pitied by them because of her
great love for him. He longed to protect her, to suffer for her, to
make her forget in his love and care the cruel lot which had been hers.
He yearned for her sympathy, for her love, for that sense of peace which
had come upon him as he sat by her side. The tide of love, which not
once in a million years is at the full in two human hearts at once,
rushed over him, sweeping away pride, reason, selfishness,
ambition,--all, all routed and o’erset by that warm, delicious flood of
emotion. He had fought against love so long, that at last the overthrow
of will brought him an ecstasy of delight. He ran like one crazed
through the cool, starry night, singing a love-song strange and tender,
a song of submission, of hope and passionate love. Through the orchard
he passed, startling the birds with his wonderful song. The prisoned
love-mates heard it in their little nest, and folded their snowy wings
closer together; the white roses heard it, and trembled at the sound;
the six tall redwoods listened and whispered gravely together as he came
among them and sank upon his knees at their feet, on the very spot where
she had sat that day. That day! How could he have forgotten it, and
all that it had meant to them both? What mist had risen again between
them and hidden its memory from his sight? Before, it had been her want
of faith in him, her fault, her only fault. Her atonement for that sin
against her own soul, against him, had been bitter indeed. And
afterwards what veil had blinded him to the great truth that they loved
each other absolutely, that their two beings were each incomplete
without the other? His pride! It had been his pride which had kept
them so long apart! But now it was over. He would go to her, and tell
her all.
"Millicent, Millicent, I love you!" he cried aloud, his eager voice
surging from his breast as if to relieve its weight of love. His cry
was joyous, bounding, full of life and love and hope. The night wind
bore back to his ears a tender, mournful cadence,--"love you."
"Millicent, my love, I am coming; wait for me!"
"Wait for me!" sighed the echo.
And the young moon, pale and shrinking, dropped behind the high
tree-tops from his sight; while the redwoods swayed tremulously, shaken
by a sudden blast, and the echo again sighed its faint response,--
"Wait for me!"
And the tide on the Pacific was at the flood.
CHAPTER XX.
"Malheureux! cet instant oû votre âme engourdie
A secoué les fers qu’ elle traine ici-bas,
Ce fugitif instant fut toute votre vie;
Ne le regrettez pas."
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