"I do not quite agree with you. You know that self-sacrifice is Miss
Deering’s greatest idea of happiness."
"I cannot comprehend it; truly I think I do not understand Barbara,
though I do appreciate her and admire her. They have been expecting a
visit from you for some time. Mr. Deering said he should ride over to
your tower and look you up to-morrow."
"I have been very much occupied of late, or I should have paid my
respects to you before this time. If you have heard anything about me,
you must have heard that I am an undependable person, and never do the
things which people expect of me. Besides, I am a hard-working
creature, and not of the butterfly genus of man like our good Ferrara.
Tell me a little how this new country strikes you. What a change it
must be, this sudden transplantation from Venice to California!"
"I have suffered terribly. Ah! Mr. Graham, you who have known my
Venice can feel for me. None of them here can understand it. I feel
like a plant which has been torn suddenly from a garden beautiful with
flowers and sunshine, gentle showers and happy birds, and placed with
its roots all torn and bleeding on a barren mountain-side, with no
flowers near it, only sturdy, useful herbs, which neither shrivel in the
terrible sun, nor wither in the keen mountain winds. But _I_ fade and
die. There is no room for me in this great New World, where all are so
busy and have so much work to do. The few beauties which they have,
their blue skies and grand hills, they neither understand nor love.
They have no time to look back into the glorious past with its memories;
they know not how to seize the present with its actualities; they live
and toil ever for the future, which they will not live to see. I have
nought in common with them. I belong to the land of my birth, where the
present is beautiful with the splendors of the past. What are my books,
my studies, to these people? Nothing. They tolerate my eccentricity;
they listen patronizingly to the tales of what has been; but they bemoan
my wasted time, and would fain teach me to throw away my embroidery
needle and learn to use their horrible sewing-machines. My music is my
saving grace, but they approve of it more than they enjoy it."
Millicent spoke rapidly and with shining eyes. She had at last found a
soul which, if not kindred to her own, was at least capable of an
intelligent sympathy.
"It is not strange that you should feel as you do; and, believe me, I
can sympathize with you; and yet, do not be hurt if I tell you that this
very transplanting is the thing which you needed. Do you know how the
finest peaches are produced? To borrow another simile from nature, it is
by taking a slip from an old tree and grafting it to the sturdy trunk of
a young fruit tree, that the most perfect fruit is obtained. Be not
afraid; the wound will heal; and the strong, vigorous sap of the young
tree will make the blossom, which now droops, bloom as a rare fruit."
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