It was cruel--most cruel, she told herself, to feel as she did when two
hearts were breaking; growing every moment more agitated in her vain
efforts to flee, as it were, from self. She had wished for solitude,
but the silence of the wood, only broken now and again by the faint
whispering roar amidst the pine tops, frightened her. There was a dread
solemnity in the place that she could not bear, and hurrying once more
to the edge of the marsh, she stopped, gazing across it for a few
minutes, with the soft summer wind playing pleasantly upon her heated
cheeks, toying with her hair, and fluttering the light dress which
draped her form. For the wedding-garments had been hurriedly put aside,
and at times it almost seemed that the sorrows of the morning, her
troubled night, and gloomy forebodings were things of months ago, while
this hurried beating, this anxiety of mind, were things only of the
present.
She turned to hurry in another direction, hoping that by thoroughly
tiring herself sleep would come to her early, bringing with it calm,
when her eyes fell to the ground, but only to fill with tears, as once
more the morning scene rushed through her mind; for, with her feet each
crushing some of the simple blue flowers, she was standing in the midst
of the forget-me-nots, and, recalling Philip Norton's words, in spite of
herself, she knelt down to gather a bunch.
True blue! the flowers that had seemed to give him life in those sore
perils; the little bunch that he had so treasured--and for what? To
come back to find her wedded to another. But then, had not she herself
counselled that Norton should be forgotten, since they believed him
dead?
Ada Lee bent over the flowers she had gathered, weeping bitterly--
foolish, vain tears, she said; and then, hastily rising, she walked
towards the Rectory.
On reaching the village it seemed as if deserted, for, in spite of the
damp thrown upon the morning's proceedings, there was high revelling at
the Castle. People could not see why the sorrows of one man should
interfere with their pleasure: the Squire was married, the feast had
been prepared; and, under the management of a relative of Sir Murray,
the happy pair were toasted, and the morning's scene was about
forgotten.
Ada reached the churchyard, where the flowers scattered by the children
lay withering in the hot sun. The blood rushed to her cheeks as she
recalled the scene in its every detail; and then, as if anxious to avoid
the place which brought back so much, she turned off to reach the
Rectory gate, when, right in her path, rising from amidst the graves,
she saw Philip Norton.
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