Frontier and pioneer life -- New Mexico -- Juvenile fiction; New Mexico -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Juvenile fiction
I lay for a while harassed in mind, thinking of this strange man. Then
sweet voices interrupted my meditations; before me appeared lovely
faces, and the Scalp-hunter was forgotten.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN.
LOVE.
I would compress the history of the ten days following into as many
words. I would not weary you with the details of my love--a love that
in the space of a few hours became a passion deep and ardent.
I was young at the time; at just such an age as to be impressed by the
romantic incidents that surrounded me, and had thrown this beautiful
being in my way; at that age when the heart, unguarded by cold
calculations of the future, yields unresistingly to the electrical
impressions of love. I say electrical. I believe that at this age the
sympathies that spring up between heart and heart are purely of this
nature.
At a later period of life that power is dissipated and divided. Reason
rules it. We become conscious of the capability of transferring our
affections, for they have already broken faith; and we lose that sweet
confidence that comforted the loves of our youth. We are either
imperious or jealous, as the advantages appear in our favour or against
us. A gross alloy enters into the love of our middle life, sadly
detracting from the divinity of its character.
I might call that which I then felt my first real passion. I thought I
had loved before, but no, it was only a dream; the dream of the village
schoolboy, who saw heaven in the bright eyes of his coy class-mate; or
perhaps at the family picnic, in some romantic dell, had tasted the rosy
cheek of his pretty cousin.
I grew strong, and with a rapidity that surprised the skilful man of
herbs. Love fed and nourished the fire of life. The will often effects
the deed, and say as you may, volition has its power upon the body. The
wish to be well, to live, an object to live for, are often the speediest
restoratives. They were mine.
I grew stronger, and rose from my couch. A glance at the mirror told me
that my colour was returning.
Instinct teaches the bird while wooing his mate to plume his pinions to
their highest gloss; and a similar feeling now rendered me solicitous
about my toilet. My portmanteau was ransacked, my razors were drawn
forth, the beard disappeared from my chin, and my moustache was trimmed
to its wonted dimensions.
I confess all this. The world had told me I was not ill-looking, and I
believed what it said. I am mortal in my vanities. Are not you?
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