Adventure stories; Short stories, English -- Scottish authors; Soldiers -- Fiction
'Turning away, she left me--left me rooted to the spot. Yet she had
some shame, or compunction, left in her after all; for next day came
a would-be piteous letter of explanation, that she had given this
lieutenant a promise to please her father when he was dying--her
father who was his guardian; how she had never had the courage to
tell me so at first; that she did not dream I loved her so much; that
I must learn to forget her, though she would never forget me; and
so--a thousand devils!--there was an end of it.
'A few weeks after I saw her marriage in the papers, to the
Lieutenant--d--n his name--to her and her fortune of ever so many
thousand guilders.
'I tore her farewell letter into minute fragments, and set to work to
adopt her advice.'
'What was that?' asked Lewie.
'To forget her; and to do so I threw myself into my profession. I
never looked upon her face again, and I thanked God when I heard our
drums beating as we marched out of Fort Nassau, and when the accursed
shore of the Berbice river faded into the evening sea! Now, Lewie,
have I not the best of reasons for mistrusting women, and seeking to
save you from the fangs of this little ogress--this Dolores?'
'Ah, you know not her of whom you speak thus!' exclaimed Lewie.
'Nor am I likely to do so. Shun her, nephew! a girl, doubtless, with
a fair face, and a heart as black as Gehenna! Be firm, Lewie
Baronald!--firmness is a great thing, as you will find when you come
to be a general officer and as old as I am.'
Lewie had done his duty like a man and a soldier--like one worthy of
the glorious old Brigade--among the savages in the old Cape War; but
it was cruel, absurd, and, to use the Countess van Renslaer's phrase,
'grotesque,' that he should now be treated like a child, and in the
most momentous matter of his life and happiness too!
'I was weak enough--idiot enough, to wish I might die, then and
there, when that girl deceived me,' resumed his uncle bitterly; 'but
I knew that I must live on and on; I was very young, and thought I
might live for forty years with that pain in my heart at night and in
the morning. It is twenty years since then, and though the pain is
dead, I suppose, I cannot laugh at it yet, or the memory of Mercedes.'
'Mercedes! was that her name--Mercedes?'
'The devil--it has escaped me!'
'So that is the name which is not to go down in the annals of the
family?'
'Precisely so.'
'But surely, dear uncle, after all these years, you must have
forgiven her? Besides, she may be dead.'
'Dead to me, certainly! Forgiven her--well, perhaps I may have
forgiven her; but what can make a mere mortal forget a wrong, a
cruelty, or an injury?'
'Then you will not yield, but insist that I shall go abroad?'
'I will not yield an inch, and march you shall!' replied the General,
as he turned on his heel and left him.
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