Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
Nineteen at his next coming; but young Dan'l Tobey, risen to be fourth
mate on that cruise with Noll, laid siege to her. She liked Dan'l; she
thought he was a pleasant boy.... But when she saw Noll, now and then,
she was silent before him; and Noll had no eyes to see what was in the
eyes of Faith. He was, at that time, in the tower of his strength; a
mighty man, with flooding pulses that drove him restlessly. He still
liked children; but Faith was no longer a child. She was a woman; and
Noll had never had more than casual use for women. He saw her, now and
then; nothing more....
Nevertheless this seeing was enough so that Dan'l Tobey had no chance at
all. Dan'l went so far as to beg her to marry him; but she shook her
head.... "Wait ..." she whispered. "No. No.... Wait...."
"You mean--you will--some day?" he clamored. And she was frightened, and
cried out:
"No, I don't mean anything, Dan'l. Please--don't ask me.... Wait...."
He told her, doggedly, the day he sailed away, that he would ask her
again when he came home. And Faith, sure that she would never love
Dan'l, was so sorry for him that she kissed him good-by; kissed him on
the forehead.... The boy was blind; he read in that kiss an augury of
good, and went away with heart singing. He did not know the philosophy
of kisses. Let a girl permit a man to kiss her good-by--on cheek, or
forehead, or ear tip, or hand, or lip, or what you will--and there's
still a chance for him; but when she kisses him, sisterly, upon the
forehead, the poor chap is lost and has as well make up his mind to't,
Dan'l did not know, so went happily away....
Noll Wing, on that cruise, passed the great divide of life without
knowing it. Till then he had been a strong man, proud in his strength,
sufficient unto himself, alone without being either lonely or afraid;
but when he came home, there was stirring in him for the first time a
pang of loneliness.... This was the advance courier of age, come
suddenly upon him.
He did not understand this; he was not even conscious of the change in
him. He left his ship, and climbed the hill to his own house where his
sister waited for him; and he submitted to her timid ministrations as he
had never submitted before. He found it, somehow, faintly pleasant.... A
woman, puttering about him.... But comfortable, just the same, he told
himself. A man gets tired of men....
He had never tired of men before, never tired of himself before. Now
there was something in him that was weary. He wanted comfort. He was
worn with Spartan living; he was sick of rough life. He hungered for
soft ways, for gentle things.... Some one to mend his socks.... Always
wearing full of holes.... Some one to talk to, on ship board, besides
the rough crew and the respectful officers....
This unrest was stirring in him when he went to see old Jem Kilcup, and
Faith opened the door to him, and bade him come in.
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