Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
The man towered above her, hands upraised. His fingers twisted and
writhed and clenched as though upon a soft throat that he gripped. His
features worked terribly.... And then, before her eyes, a change came
upon him. The tense muscles of his fury sagged; the blood ebbed from his
veins, so that they flattened; the black flush faded on his cheeks....
He opened his mouth and screamed once, a vast and stricken scream of a
beast in pain. It was like the scream of a frightened, anguished
horse.... It rang along the length of the _Sally_, so that the men
forward shrank and looked over their shoulders, and every man aboard the
ship was still....
He screamed, and then his great body shrank and collapsed and tottered
and fell.... He dropped upon his knees, at her feet. He flung his head
in her lap, his arms about her waist, clinging as a drowning man might
cling to a rock. His cap dropped off; she saw his bald old head
there.... He sobbed like a child, his great shoulders twitching and
heaving.... His face was pressed upon her clasped hands; she felt his
tears upon her wrists, felt the slaverings of his sobbing mouth upon her
fingers....
He cried softly: "Eh, Faith.... Faith.... Don't you turn against me,
now. I'm old, Faith...." And again: "I'm old, Faith.... Dying, Faith....
Don't leave me.... Don't turn against me now."
She bent above him, filled with an infinite pity and sorrow. This was
the wreck of her love; she no longer loved him, but her heart was filled
with sorrow.... She bent forward and laid her smooth cheek against the
smooth parchment of his bald old head. She loosed her hands, and drew
them out from beneath his face, and laid them on his shoulders, stroking
him gently.
"There, Noll.... There ..." she murmured. Foolish words, meaningless,
like the comforting sounds of an inarticulate animal.... Yet he
understood. There were no words for what was in her heart; she could
only whisper: "There.... There.... There...." And gently touch his
shoulders, and his head.
"They're all against me, Faith," he told her, over and over. "All
against me. Even you...."
"No, no, Noll. There...."
"You love him.... You love him."
"No, Noll. No...." She lied, not to deceive her husband, but to comfort
him. Her eyes, above Noll's head, seemed to ask her love's pardon for
the lie. "No, Noll.... You're my husband."
His arms tightened about her waist; his great chest pressed against her
knees. "You're mine," he begged. "You're mine. Don't go away from me."
"No. Never.... Never, forever."
He raised his face from her lap at last; and she saw that it was sunken
like the countenance of one long dead. Cadaverous.... He cried, in utter
self-abasement. "Eh, Faith. I don't deserve you. I'm an old, helpless
man...."
She smiled at him. "I married you, Noll."
"I'm no good. They're laughing at me...."
Her eyes heartened him. "Master them. Command them. You are the master,
Noll."
"I can't.... There's no strength in me...."
"It's there. Master them, Noll."
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