Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
Noll, for instance, liked to come down to his cabin in his times of
leisure and take off his coat and vest and open his shirt at the throat
and lie down. Sometimes he took off his shoes. Usually, at such times,
he went to sleep; and Faith, who sometimes read aloud to him, would stop
her reading when Noll began to snore, and look at her husband, and try
to convince herself he was good to look upon. She learned to know, line
by line, the slack folds of his cheeks when he lay thus, utterly
relaxed. The meandering of the little purple veins beneath his skin
fascinated her and held her eyes. There were little, stiff hairs in his
ears, and in his nostrils; and where his shirt was open at the throat
she could glimpse the dark growth upon his broad chest. His suspenders
pressed furrows in the soft, outer covering of flesh which padded the
muscles of his shoulders. He was, by habit, a cleanly man; but he was at
the same time full-fleshed and full-blooded, and there was always about
him a characteristic and not necessarily unpleasant odor of clean
perspiration. At times, as she sat beside him while he slept thus, Faith
tried to tell herself she liked this; at times it frankly revolted her,
so that she was ashamed of her own revolt....
She had worshiped the strength of Noll; she was in danger of discovering
that at too close range, that strength became grossness.
The pitiless intimacies of their life together in the cabin of the
_Sally Sims_ were hard for Faith. They shared two small rooms; and Noll
must be up and down at all hours of day and night, when the weather was
bad, or the business of whaling engrossed him. Faith, without being
vain, had that reverence and respect for herself which goes by the name
of modesty. Her body was as sacred to her as her soul. The necessity
that they were under of dressing and undressing in a tiny room not eight
feet long was a steady torment to her....
She did not blame Noll for what unhappiness there was in these matters;
she blamed herself for over-sensitiveness, and tried to teach herself to
endure these things as a part of her task of sharing the rigors of
Noll's daily toil. But there were times when even the nakedness of
Noll's bald head revolted her.
She had been, when she married, prepared for disillusionment. Faith was
not a child; she was a woman. She had the wisdom to know that no man is
a heroic figure in a night shirt.... But she was not prepared to
discover that Noll, who walked among men as a master, could fret at his
wife like a nervous woman.
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