Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
And the kindliness of his tone robbed Mauger of all wrath, so that the
little man crept forward, and down to his bunk, and fairly sobbed there
with rage, and nerves, and general bewilderment.
Dan'l was the man's master, fair....
This was one side of the matter; Cap'n Noll Wing was on the other side.
Noll Wing had been harassed by the difficulties of the early weeks of
the cruise. It seemed to the man that the whole world combined to
torment him. He was, for one thing, a compound of rasping nerves; the
slightest mishap on the _Sally Sims_ preyed on his mind; the least
slackness on the part of the mates, the least error by the men sent him
into a futile storm of anger....
Even toward Faith, he blew hot, blew cold.... There were times when he
felt the steadfast love she gave him was like a burden hung about his
neck; and he wished he might cast it off, and wished he had never
married her, and wished ... a thousand things. These were the days when
the old strength of the man reasserted itself, when he held his head
high, and would have defied the world.... But there were other hours,
when he was spiritually bowed by the burdens of his task; and in these
hours it seemed to him Faith was his only reliance, his only support.
He leaned upon her as a man leans upon a staff. She was now a nagging
burden, now a peaceful haven of rest to which he could retreat from all
the world....
If he felt thus toward Faith, whom, in his way, the man did love, how
much more unstable was his attitude toward the men about him. In his
relations with them, he alternated between storming anger and querulous
complaint. Once, when they were hauling up to the mainhead a blanket
strip of blubber from a small cow whale, the tackle gave and let the
whole strip snap down like a smothering blanket of rubber.... The old
Noll Wing would have leaped into the resulting tangle and brought order
out of it with half a dozen sharp commands, with a curt blow.... This
time, he stood aft by the boat house and nagged at the mate, and cried:
"Mr. Ham, will you please get that mess straightened out? In God's name,
why can't you men do things the right way? You...." He flung up his
hands like a hysterical woman. "By God, I wish I'd stayed ashore...."
And he turned and went aft and sulkily down into the cabin, to fret at
Faith, while Mr. Ham and Dan'l Tobey brought order out of chaos, and
Dan'l smiled faintly at his own thoughts.
Now it is a truth which every soldier knows, that a commanding officer
must command. When he begins to entreat, or to scold like a woman, or to
give any other indication of cracking nerves, the men under him conspire
maliciously to torment him, in the hope of provoking new outbreaks. It
is instinctive with them; they do it as naturally as small boys torment
a helpless dog. And it was so on the _Sally Sims_. The more frequently
Noll Wing forgot that he was master, the more persistently the men
harassed him.
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