He nodded his head. “Oh, yes, I remember it now. I ran across it in
Spencer.”
“Spencer!” I cried. “Have you read him?”
“Not very much,” was his confession. “I understood quite a good deal of
_First Principles_, but his _Biology_ took the wind out of my sails, and
his _Psychology_ left me butting around in the doldrums for many a day.
I honestly could not understand what he was driving at. I put it down to
mental deficiency on my part, but since then I have decided that it was
for want of preparation. I had no proper basis. Only Spencer and myself
know how hard I hammered. But I did get something out of his _Data of
Ethics_. There’s where I ran across ‘altruism,’ and I remember now how
it was used.”
I wondered what this man could have got from such a work. Spencer I
remembered enough to know that altruism was imperative to his ideal of
highest conduct. Wolf Larsen, evidently, had sifted the great
philosopher’s teachings, rejecting and selecting according to his needs
and desires.
“What else did you run across?” I asked.
His brows drew in slightly with the mental effort of suitably phrasing
thoughts which he had never before put into speech. I felt an elation of
spirit. I was groping into his soul-stuff as he made a practice of
groping in the soul-stuff of others. I was exploring virgin territory.
A strange, a terribly strange, region was unrolling itself before my
eyes.
“In as few words as possible,” he began, “Spencer puts it something like
this: First, a man must act for his own benefit—to do this is to be moral
and good. Next, he must act for the benefit of his children. And third,
he must act for the benefit of his race.”
“And the highest, finest, right conduct,” I interjected, “is that act
which benefits at the same time the man, his children, and his race.”
“I wouldn’t stand for that,” he replied. “Couldn’t see the necessity for
it, nor the common sense. I cut out the race and the children. I would
sacrifice nothing for them. It’s just so much slush and sentiment, and
you must see it yourself, at least for one who does not believe in
eternal life. With immortality before me, altruism would be a paying
business proposition. I might elevate my soul to all kinds of altitudes.
But with nothing eternal before me but death, given for a brief spell
this yeasty crawling and squirming which is called life, why, it would be
immoral for me to perform any act that was a sacrifice. Any sacrifice
that makes me lose one crawl or squirm is foolish,—and not only foolish,
for it is a wrong against myself and a wicked thing. I must not lose one
crawl or squirm if I am to get the most out of the ferment. Nor will the
eternal movelessness that is coming to me be made easier or harder by the
sacrifices or selfishnesses of the time when I was yeasty and acrawl.”
“Then you are an individualist, a materialist, and, logically, a
hedonist.”
“Big words,” he smiled. “But what is a hedonist?”
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