Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
My wife said the baby was a beauty. I could see that she was a plump,
well-to-do baby; and being by nature no particular lover of babies as
babies--that is, feeling none of the inclination of mothers and nurses
and elder sisters to eat them, or rather, perhaps, loving more for what
I believed than what I saw--that was all I could pretend to discover.
But even the aforementioned elderly parishioner was compelled to allow
before three months were over that little Theodora--for we turned the
name of my youngest daughter upside down for her--“was a proper child.”
To none, however, did she seem to bring so much delight as to our dear
Constance. Oftener than not, when I went into her room, I found the
sleepy, useless little thing lying beside her on the bed, and her
staring at it with such loving eyes! How it began, I do not know, but it
came at last to be called Connie’s Dora, or Miss Connie’s baby, all over
the house, and nothing pleased Connie better. Not till she saw this did
her old nurse take quite kindly to the infant; for she regarded her as
an interloper, who had no right to the tenderness which was lavished
upon her. But she had no sooner given in than the baby began to grow
dear to her as well as to the rest. In fact, the house was ere long
full of nurses. The staff included everyone but myself, who only
occasionally, at the entreaty of some one or other of the younger ones,
took her in my arms.
But before she was three months old, anxious thoughts began to intrude,
all centering round the question in what manner the child was to
be brought up. Certainly there was time enough to think of this, as
Ethelwyn constantly reminded me; but what made me anxious was that I
could not discover the principle that ought to guide me. Now no one can
tell how soon a principle in such a case will begin, even unconsciously,
to operate; and the danger was that the moment when it ought to begin to
operate would be long past before the principle was discovered, except
I did what I could now to find it out. I had again and again to remind
myself that there was no cause for anxiety; for that I might certainly
claim the enlightenment which all who want to do right are sure to
receive; but still I continued uneasy just from feeling a vacancy where
a principle ought to have been.
CHAPTER VII.
ANOTHER SUNDAY EVENING.
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