Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
And now Charlie began to look ashamed. I left the truth to work in
him, because I saw it was working. Had I not seen that, I should have
compelled him to go at once, that he might learn the majesty of law.
But now that his own better self, the self enlightened of the light that
lighteneth every man that cometh into the world, was working, time might
well be afforded it to work its perfect work. I went on talking to the
others. In the space of not more than one minute, he rose and came to
me, looking both good and ashamed, and held up his face to kiss me,
saying, “Goodnight, papa.” I bade him good-night, and kissed him more
tenderly than usual, that he might know that it was all right between
us. I required no formal apology, no begging of my pardon, as some
parents think right. It seemed enough to me that his heart was turned.
It is a terrible thing to run the risk of changing humility into
humiliation. Humiliation is one of the proudest conditions in the human
world. When he felt that it would be a relief to say more explicitly,
“Father, I have sinned,” then let him say it; but not till then. To
compel manifestation is one surest way to check feeling.
My readers must not judge it silly to record a boy’s unwillingness to go
to bed. It is precisely the same kind of disobedience that some of them
are guilty of themselves, and that in things not one whit more important
than this, only those things happen to be _their_ wish at the moment,
and not Charlie’s, and so gain their superiority.
CHAPTER VIII.
THEODORA’S DOOM.
Try not to get weary, respected reader, of so much of what I am afraid
most people will call tiresome preaching. But I know if you get anything
practicable out of it, you will not be so soon tired of it. I promise
you more story by and by. Only an old man, like an old horse, must be
allowed to take very much his own way--go his own pace, I should have
said. I am afraid there must be a little more of a similar sort in this
chapter.
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