“I’ve had thirteen,” she answered. “Six bys and seven maidens.” “Why, you are rich!” I returned. “And where are they all?” “Four maidens be lying in the churchyard, sir; two be married, and one be down in the mill, there.” “And your boys?” “One of them be lyin’ beside his sisters--drownded afore my eyes, sir. Three o’ them be at sea, and two o’ them in it, sir.” At sea! I thought. What a wide _where_! As vague to the imagination, almost, as _in the other world_. How a mother’s thoughts must go roaming about the waste, like birds that have lost their nest, to find them! As this thought kept me silent for a few moments, she resumed. “It be no wonder, be it, sir? that I like to creep into the church with my knitting. Many’s the stormy night, when my husband couldn’t keep still, but would be out on the cliffs or on the breakwater, for no good in life, but just to hear the roar of the waves that he could only see by the white of them, with the balls o’ foam flying in his face in the dark--many’s the such a night that I have left the house after he was gone, with this blessed key in my hand, and crept into the old church here, and sat down where I’m sittin’ now--leastways where I was sittin’ when your reverence spoke to me--and hearkened to the wind howling about the place. The church windows never rattle, sir--like the cottage windows, as I suppose you know, sir. Somehow, I feel safe in the church.” “But if you had sons at sea,” said I, again wishing to draw her out, “it would not be of much good to you to feel safe yourself, so long as they were in danger.” “O! yes, it be, sir. What’s the good of feeling safe yourself but it let you know other people be safe too? It’s when you don’t feel safe yourself that you feel other people ben’t safe.” “But,” I said--and such confidence I had from what she had already uttered, that I was sure the experiment was not a cruel one--“some of your sons _were_ drowned for all that you say about their safety.” “Well, sir,” she answered, with a sigh, “I trust they’re none the less safe for that. It would be a strange thing for an old woman like me, well-nigh threescore and ten, to suppose that safety lay in not being drownded. Why, they might ha’ been cast on a desert island, and wasted to skin an’ bone, and got home again wi’ the loss of half the wits they set out with. Wouldn’t that ha’ been worse than being drownded right off? And that wouldn’t ha’ been the worst, either. The church she seem to tell me all the time, that for all the roaring outside, there be really no danger after all. What matter if they go to the bottom? What is the bottom of the sea, sir? You bein’ a clergyman can tell that, sir. I shouldn’t ha’ known it if I hadn’t had bys o’ my own at sea, sir. But you can tell, sir, though you ain’t got none there.”