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And though she was putting her parson to his catechism, the smile that
returned on her face was as modest as if she had only been listening to
his instruction. I had not long to look for my answer.
“The hollow of his hand,” I said, and said no more.
“I thought you would know it, sir,” she returned, with a little glow of
triumph in her tone. “Well, then, that’s just what the church tells me
when I come in here in the stormy nights. I bring my knitting then too,
sir, for I can knit in the dark as well as in the light almost; and when
they come home, if they do come home, they’re none the worse that I went
to the old church to pray for them. There it goes roaring about them
poor dears, all out there; and their old mother sitting still as a stone
almost in the quiet old church, a caring for them. And then it do come
across me, sir, that God be a sitting in his own house at home, hearing
all the noise and all the roaring in which his children are tossed about
in the world, watching it all, letting it drown some o’ them and take
them back to him, and keeping it from going too far with others of them
that are not quite ready for that same. I have my thoughts, you see,
sir, though I be an old woman; and not nice to look at.”
I had come upon a genius. How nature laughs at our schools sometimes!
Education, so-called, is a fine thing, and might be a better thing; but
there is an education, that of life, which, when seconded by a pure will
to learn, leaves the schools behind, even as the horse of the desert
would leave behind the slow pomposity of the common-fed goose. For life
is God’s school, and they that will listen to the Master there will
learn at God’s speed. For one moment, I am ashamed to say, I was envious
of Shepherd, and repined that, now old Rogers was gone, I had no such
glorious old stained-glass window in my church to let in the eternal
upon my light-thirsty soul. I must say for myself that the feeling
lasted but for a moment, and that no sooner had the shadow of it passed
and the true light shined after it, than I was heartily ashamed of it.
Why should not Shepherd have the old woman as well as I? True, Shepherd
was more of what would now be called a ritualist than I; true, I thought
my doctrine simpler and therefore better than his; but was this any
reason why I should have all the grand people to minister to in my
parish! Recovering myself, I found her last words still in my ears.
“You are very nice to look at,” I said. “You must not find fault with
the work of God, because you would like better to be young and pretty
than to be as you now are. Time and time’s rents and furrows are all his
making and his doing. God makes nothing ugly.”
“Are you quite sure of that, sir?”
I paused. Such a question from such a woman “must give us pause.” And,
as I paused, the thought of certain animals flashed into my mind and I
could not insist that God had never made anything ugly.
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