Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
It soon became evident to me that that room was like a new and more
sacred heart to the house. At first it radiated gloom to the remotest
corners; but soon rays of light began to appear mingling with the
gloom. I could see that bits of news were carried from it to the
servants in the kitchen, in the garden, in the stable, and over the way
to the home-farm. Even in the village, and everywhere over the parish,
I was received more kindly, and listened to more willingly, because of
the trouble I and my family were in; while in the house, although we
had never been anything else than a loving family, it was easy to
discover that we all drew more closely together in consequence of our
common anxiety. Previous to this, it had been no unusual thing to see
Wynnie and Dora impatient with each other; for Dora was none the less a
wild, somewhat lawless child, that she was a profoundly affectionate
one. She rather resembled her cousin Judy, in fact--whom she called
Aunt Judy, and with whom she was naturally a great favourite. Wynnie,
on the other hand, was sedate, and rather severe--more severe, I must
in justice say, with herself than with anyone else. I had sometimes
wished, it is true, that her mother, in regard to the younger children,
were more like her; but there I was wrong. For one of the great goods
that come of having two parents, is that the one balances and rectifies
the motions of the other. No one is good but God. No one holds the
truth, or can hold it, in one and the same thought, but God. Our human
life is often, at best, but an oscillation between the extremes which
together make the truth; and it is not a bad thing in a family, that
the pendulums of father and mother should differ in movement so far,
that when the one is at one extremity of the swing, the other should be
at the other, so that they meet only in the point of _indifference_, in
the middle; that the predominant tendency of the one should not be the
predominant tendency of the other. I was a very strict
disciplinarian--too much so, perhaps, sometimes: Ethelwyn, on the other
hand, was too much inclined, I thought, to excuse everything. I was
law, she was grace. But grace often yielded to law, and law sometimes
yielded to grace. Yet she represented the higher; for in the ultimate
triumph of grace, in the glad performance of the command from love of
what is commanded, the law is fulfilled: the law is a schoolmaster to
bring us to Christ. I must say this for myself, however, that, although
obedience was the one thing I enforced, believing it the one thing upon
which all family economy primarily depends, yet my object always was to
set my children free from my law as soon as possible; in a word, to
help them to become, as soon as it might be, a law unto themselves.
Then they would need no more of mine. Then I would go entirely over to
the mother's higher side, and become to them, as much as in me lay, no
longer law and truth, but grace and truth. But to return to my
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