Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
Ethelwyn's nursing days were not so far gone by that she did not know
where her baby's clothes were. She gave me the child, and going to a
wardrobe in the room brought out some night-things, and put them on. I
could not understand in the least why the sleeping darling must be
indued with little chemise, and flannel, and nightgown, and I do not
know what all, requiring a world of nice care, and a hundred turnings
to and fro, now on its little stomach, now on its back, now sitting up,
now lying down, when it would have slept just as well, and I venture to
think much more comfortably, if laid in blankets and well covered over.
But I had never ventured to interfere with any of my own children,
devoutly believing up to this moment, though in a dim unquestioning
way, that there must be some hidden feminine wisdom in the whole
process; and now that I had begun to question it, I found that my
opportunity had long gone by, if I had ever had one. And after all
there may be some reason for it, though I confess I do strongly suspect
that all these matters are so wonderfully complicated in order that the
girl left in the woman may have her heart's content of playing with her
doll; just as the woman hid in the girl expends no end of lovely
affection upon the dull stupidity of wooden cheeks and a body of
sawdust. But it was a delight to my heart to see how Ethelwyn could not
be satisfied without treating the foundling in precisely the same
fashion as one of her own. And if this was a necessary preparation for
what, should follow, I would be the very last to complain of it.
We went to bed again, and the forsaken child of some half-animal
mother, now perhaps asleep in some filthy lodging for tramps, lay in my
Ethelwyn's bosom. I loved her the more for it; though, I confess, it
would have been very painful to me had she shown it possible for her to
treat the baby otherwise, especially after what we had been talking
about that same evening.
So we had another child in the house, and nobody knew anything about it
but ourselves two. The household had never been disturbed by all the
going and coming. After everything had been done for her, we had a good
laugh over the whole matter, and then Ethelwyn fell a-crying.
"Pray for the poor thing, Harry," she sobbed, "before you come to bed."
I knelt down, and said:
"O Lord our Father, this is as much thy child and as certainly sent to
us as if she had been born of us. Help us to keep the child for thee.
Take thou care of thy own, and teach us what to do with her, and how to
order our ways towards her."
Then I said to Ethelwyn,
"We will not say one word more about it tonight. You must try to go to
sleep. I daresay the little thing will sleep till the morning, and I am
sure I shall if she does. Good-night, my love. You are a true mother.
Mind you go to sleep."
"I am half asleep already, Harry. Good-night," she returned.
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