Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
And now Charlie began to look ashamed. I left the truth to work in him,
because I saw it was working. Had I not seen that, I should have
compelled him to go at once, that he might learn the majesty of law.
But now that his own better self, the self enlightened of the light
that lighteneth every man that cometh into the world, was working, time
might well be afforded it to work its perfect work. I went on talking
to the others. In the space of not more than one minute, he rose and
came to me, looking both good and ashamed, and held up his face to kiss
me, saying, "Goodnight, papa." I bade him good-night, and kissed him
more tenderly than usual, that he might know that it was all right
between us. I required no formal apology, no begging of my pardon, as
some parents think right. It seemed enough to me that his heart was
turned. It is a terrible thing to run the risk of changing humility
into humiliation. Humiliation is one of the proudest conditions in the
human world. When he felt that it would be a relief to say more
explicitly, "Father, I have sinned," then let him say it; but not till
then. To compel manifestation is one surest way to check feeling.
My readers must not judge it silly to record a boy's unwillingness to
go to bed. It is precisely the same kind of disobedience that some of
them are guilty of themselves, and that in things not one whit more
important than this, only those things happen to be _their_ wish at the
moment, and not Charlie's, and so gain their superiority.
CHAPTER VIII.
THEODORA'S DOOM.
Try not to get weary, respected reader, of so much of what I am afraid
most people will call tiresome preaching. But I know if you get
anything practicable out of it, you will not be so soon tired of it. I
promise you more story by and by. Only an old man, like an old horse,
must be allowed to take very much his own way--go his own pace, I
should have said. I am afraid there must be a little more of a similar
sort in this chapter.
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