And he told himself that there was an attraction at Mrs. Waldron's
such as he had never been subjected to before.
'What a lovely girl,' he thought to himself; 'what eyes and hair--and
a nice girl, too! Now I begin to understand why other men curse the
sea, and say they would rather earn their living on shore driving
busses than following our calling. And, also, why they nail up
photographs in their cabins and watch every chance of getting mails
off from the shore. I suppose I should have understood it earlier if I
had ever met a girl like this.'
He did call on the following Friday, after having passed the
intervening two days in wandering about London; in going to a race
meeting one day and a cricket match at the Oval the next; in trying a
dinner at one foreign restaurant on the Wednesday, and another at a
second foreign restaurant on Thursday; but all the time he felt
restless and unsettled, and wished that four o'clock on Friday was at
hand.
'This won't do,' he said to himself, before the cricket match on
Thursday was half over, and while he sat baking in the sun that
streamed down on to the Oval--which disturbed him not at all, and had
no power to make him any browner--'this won't do. I must go to sea at
once. By the time I have seen that girl again I shall be head over
ears in love with her. And the interest on £4000 in India Stock--by
Jove! it isn't quite £4000 since I've been loafing about on
shore!--and a chief officer's pay won't keep a wife. Not such a wife
as she would be, anyway.'
He did not know it--or, perhaps, he did know it and would not
acknowledge it to himself--but he was very nearly head over ears in
love with Bella Waldron already. And he had only seen her once--been
by her side at a theatre for three hours--with three intervals of ten
minutes in which to talk to her! Yet the girl's beauty, her gentle
innocence, and above all, that trusting confidence with which she
seemed to look out upon all that was passing before her, and to regard
the world as what it appeared to be and to take it at its own
valuation, had captured him. Still, he should have known--he must have
known--that when a man who has never thought much of the women he has
met heretofore, and has generally forgotten what their features were
like by the next day, takes to lying awake for hours dreaming at last
of one woman with whom he has by chance come into contact, he is as
nearly in love with her as it is possible for him to be.
So, at least, those report who have been in love, and so it has been
told to the writer of this narrative!
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