She was sitting, lamenting still, before her fire on this March day,
with this newly-arrived letter on her lap--in solemn truth, she had
been lamenting his departure ever since it had taken place--when,
suddenly, there broke in upon her ears the sound of a visitor's knock
below. Then, ere she could distinguish whose voice was addressing the
servant who had answered the door, she heard a manly footstep on the
stairs, and, a moment later, the maidservant announced: 'Mr. Charke.'
Mr. Charke! the man whose memory had almost faded from her mind--as
she had reproached herself for more than once, when it did happen to
recur to her--the man whom she had learnt to like so much during all
that happy time last year. Now, as she gazed on him, and noticed how
brown he was as he came forward--more deeply browned, indeed, than she
had thought it possible for him, who was already so tanned and
sunburnt, to be--and noticed, too, the strong, self-reliant look on
his face, she reproached herself again. She acknowledged, also, that
she had liked him so much that even her new-found happiness ought not
to have driven all recollection of him entirely from her mind.
Then she greeted him warmly, saying all the pleasant little words of
welcome that a woman whose heart goes in unison with her good breeding
knows how to say; and made him welcome. Yet, as she did so, she
observed that he was graver, more sad, it seemed to her, than she had
ever remarked before.
'You are not ill?' she asked, as this fact became more and more
apparent to her. 'Surely, you, a sailor, have not come back from the
sea unwell? At least I hope not.'
'No,' he said, 'no. Nor, I hope, do I seem so. Do you know that,
besides any desire to call and see you, I came for another purpose?'
and now his eyes rested on her with so strange a light--so mournful,
deep a light--that in a moment her woman's instinct told her what he
meant as plainly as though his voice had done so.
Like a flash of lightning, that instinct revealed to her the fact that
this man loved her; that, from the moment they had parted, months ago,
she had never been absent from his mind. She knew it; she was certain
she was right--she could not be deceived! Then to herself she said:
'Heaven help him--Heaven prevent him from telling me so.'
But aloud, her heart full of pity, she said: 'Indeed,' and smiled
bravely on him while she spoke. 'Indeed, what was that purpose?'
'To congratulate you. To----
'Congratulate me!'
'Yes. I met the _Emperor of the Moon_ at Capetown. We were both
homeward bound. And--and--your uncle told me the news. I offer my
congratulations now.' Yet, as he said the words, she saw that his face
was turned a little aside so that she could not perceive his eyes.
Congratulations! Well, they might be sincere in so far as that,
because he loved her, he wished her well and desired that she should
be happy, but--but--otherwise--no! it was not to be thought upon.
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