'I am a fool,' he would mutter to himself, as he smoked his pipe in
either the solitude of his own cabin or on the deck at night, 'a fool.
A madman! One has only to observe how they love each other, how they
never leave each other's side, to see that nothing could ever bring
her to me. Even though she and I were cast on some deserted shore,
even though I saved her from forty thousand threatened deaths--even
though Bampfyld himself were dead and buried, she would never give
herself to me. I am,' he would repeat again, 'a fool.' And this
acknowledgment would, for a time, operate wholesomely on him--a man
whose mind was not altogether that of a visionary and whose heart was
not, by nature, a perverted or warped one--and he would resolve that,
henceforth, he would think no more of this girl for whom his love was
so fierce and, to him, so disturbing. He made resolutions, therefore,
and kept them--until the next time that he saw the lovers together,
smiling, talking, happy in each other--'billing and cooing,' as he
called it, with a smothered curse.
They were on deck together, now, on the evening of the second day of
calm as Stephen went up to take the first watch, since Gilbert had
refused to remain a prisoner in the cabin allotted to him for more
than twenty-four hours, and Pooley was also there, Fagg being below
finishing his supper. Mrs. Pooley sat on the poop in a deck-chair
engaged in some needlework she had constantly on hand, and, forward,
the men were engaged in smoking and telling yarns, while the general
idleness which pervades the forecastle when a ship is becalmed
prevailed everywhere. One man was reading a short story to his mates
out of a country paper six months old, another had a sewing-machine
between his legs with which he was mending his and his comrades,
clothes, a third was teasing and playing with 'Bengalee,' the tiger
cub, which was growing--or seemed to be growing--fast. At present,
however, it was safe to let it loose since it had no more strength
than a large-sized cat, and teeth not much bigger than those domestic
animals possess. Generally, the creature followed Bella about wherever
she went, rolling down the companion ladder after her like a striped
ball when she went below, or lying on the edge of her dress when she
sat on deck; but at night it was shut up in a locker forward and
looked after by the sailors. The hour for its temporary retirement had
not, however, yet arrived, wherefore it was still gambolling about
amongst the men.
Altogether, the vessel presented a peaceful scene as she lay 'idle as
a painted ship upon a painted ocean,' while, from forward, there came
the droning voice of the sailor who was reading the storiette to his
mates, interrupted only by the laughter of the others at the cub's
leaps and growls; and, from the after part of the ship, the talk of
the 'quarter-deck' people arose.
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