She was leaning back in her chair, looking round the room. She was as
little interested in him as he had once been in her.
Twenty times during the day he cursed himself for the mad infatuation
that had wrecked his happiness. There was something so sweet and
desirable about Christine. He would have given his soul just then for
one of her old radiant smiles; for just a glimpse of the light in her
eyes which had always been there when she looked at him; for the note
of shy happiness in her voice when she spoke to him.
The days of delirium which he had spent with Cynthia Farrow seemed like
an impossible dream now, when he looked back on them: the late nights
and champagne suppers, the glare of the footlights, the glamour and
grease paint of the theatre. His soul sickened at the thought of the
unnatural life he had led then. All he wanted now was quiet
happiness--the life of domesticity for which he had once pitied
himself, believing it would be his lot as Christine's husband, seemed
the most desirable thing on earth; just he and she--perhaps down in the
country--walking through fields and woods, perhaps at Upton House, with
the crowd of old memories to draw them together again, and wipe the
hard bitterness from little Christine's brown eyes.
It was pouring with rain when they left the restaurant; the bright
sunshine of morning had utterly gone, the street was dripping, the
pavements saturated.
"We shall have to go home, I suppose," said Jimmy lugubriously.
"Home?" Christine looked up at him. "Do you mean to the hotel?" she
asked.
"I suppose so, unless you would care to come to my rooms," said Jimmy,
flushing a little. "There's sure to be a fire there, and--and it's
pretty comfortable."
For a moment she hesitated, and his heart-beats quickened a little,
hoping she would agree to the suggestion; but the next moment she shook
her head.
"I don't care to--thank you. I will go back to the hotel."
Jimmy hailed a taxi. He looked moody and despondent once more. They
drove away in silence.
Presently--
"I will go to your rooms if--if you will answer me one thing," said
Christine abruptly.
Jimmy stared. The colour ran into his pale face.
"I will answer anything you like to ask me--you know I will."
"Did--did Miss Farrow ever go to your rooms?"
She asked the question tremblingly; she could not look at him. With a
sudden movement Jimmy dropped his face in his hands; the hot blood
seemed to scorch him; this sudden mention of a name he had never wished
to hear again was almost unbearable.
"Yes," he said; "she did." He looked up. "Christine--don't condemn me
like that," he broke out agitatedly. He saw the cold disdain in her
averted face.
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