In sudden rage he crossed the room and snatched it up. He stood for a
second holding it in his hand as if not knowing what to do with it,
then he dashed it down into the fireplace. The glass splintered into
hundreds of fragments. Jimmy Challoner stood staring down at them with
passionate eyes. He hated her. She was a flirt, a coquette without a
heart.
If he could only pay her out--only let her see how utterly indifferent
he was. If only there was some other woman who would be nice to him,
and let him be nice to her, to make Cynthia jealous.
He thought suddenly of Christine Wyatt, of the little flame in her
brown eyes when last night he had reminded her of the old days at Upton
House. His vain man's heart had been stirred then. She liked him at
all events.
Mrs. Wyatt had said that she hoped they would see much of him while
they were in London. If he chose, he knew that he could be with them
all day and every day. Cynthia would get to hear of it, Cynthia would
know that he was not wearing the willow for her. He would not even
answer her letter. He would just keep away--walk out of her life.
For a moment a sort of desolation gripped him. He had been so proud of
her, thought so much of their future together; made such wonderful
plans for getting round the Great Horatio; and now--it was all
ended--done for!
His careless face fell into haggard lines, but the next instant he got
a fresh grip of himself. He would show her, he would let her see that
he was no weakling, no lovelorn swain pleading for denied favours. He
squared his shoulders. He took up his hat and went into the street
again. He called a taxi and gave the address of the hotel where
Christine and her mother were staying.
CHAPTER III
THE TWO WOMEN
Christine was just crossing the hall of the hotel when Jimmy Challoner
entered it. She saw him at once, and stood still with a little flush
in her face.
"I was just thinking about you," she said. "I was just wondering if
you would come and see us to-day; somehow I didn't think you would."
She spoke very simply and unaffectedly. She was genuinely pleased to
see him, and saw no reason for hiding it. "Have you had lunch?" she
asked. "Mother and I are just going to have ours."
If he had given way to his own inclinations he would have gone without
lunch--without everything. He was utterly wretched. The kindness of
Christine's eyes brought a lump to his throat. He did not want her to
be kind to him. She was not the woman he wanted at all. Why, oh, why
was he here when his heart was away--God alone knew where--with Cynthia!
What was she doing? he was asking himself in an agony, even while he
followed Christine across the hall to the dining-room; had she really
meant him to accept that note of dismissal as final? or had it just
been written in a moment of petulance?
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