The horrible feeling that Jimmy was a stranger came back to her afresh.
Oh, was this the kind boy lover who had been so good to her that day
her mother died--the kind lover who had taken her in his arms and told
her that she had him, that he would never leave her?
She longed so for just one word--one sign of affection; but Jimmy only
sat there, hot and uncomfortable and silent.
After a moment:
"Better?" he asked.
"Yes . . ." She tried to control herself; she stammered a little
shamed apology. "I'm so sorry--Jimmy."
He patted her hand.
"That's all right."
She took courage; she looked into his face.
"And you do--oh, you do love me?" she whispered.
"Of course I do." He put an awkward arm round her; he pressed her head
to his shoulder, so that she could not see his face. "Of course I do,"
he said again. "Don't you worry--we're going to be awfully happy." He
kissed her cheek.
Christine turned and put her arms round his neck; she was only a child
still--she saw no reason at all why she should not let Jimmy know how
very much she loved him.
"Oh, I do love you--I do," she said softly.
Jimmy coloured hotly; he felt an uncontrollable longing to kick
himself; he kissed her again with furtive haste.
"That's all right, dear," he said.
They had arranged to stay a week in London.
Christine liked London. "And we couldn't very well do anything very
much, could we?" So she had appealed to him wistfully. "When
mother----" She had not been able to go on.
Jimmy had agreed hastily to anything; he had chosen a very quiet and
select hotel, and taken a suite of rooms. He did not know how on earth
they were going to be paid for; he was counting on an extra cheque from
the Great Horatio as a wedding present. He was relieved when the taxi
stopped at the hotel; he got out with a sigh; he turned to give his
hand to Christine; his heart smote him as he looked at her.
Sangster was right when he had called her "such a child." She looked
very young as she stood there in the afternoon sunshine, in her black
frock, and with her white flowers clasped nervously in both hands.
Jimmy felt conscious of a lump in his throat.
"Come along, dear," he said very gently; he put his hand through her
arm. They went into the hotel together.
Christine went upstairs with one of the maids. Jimmy said he would
come up presently for tea; he went into the smoking-room and rang for a
brandy and soda. For the first time in his life he was genuinely
afraid of what he had done; he knew now that he cared nothing for
Christine. It was a terrifying thought.
And she had nobody but him--the responsibility of her whole life lay on
his shoulders; it made him hot to think of it.
He tossed the brandy and soda off at a gulp. He looked at his watch;
half-past four. They had been married only two hours; and he had got
to spend all the rest of his life with her.
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