He laid his hands on her shoulders. She wriggled free of his touch.
For an instant she seemed to be deliberately weighing something in her
mind. Then at last she spoke.
"Because--because my husband is still living."
"Still--living!" Jimmy Challoner echoed the words stupidly. He passed
a hand over his eyes. He felt dazed. After a moment he laughed. He
groped backwards for a chair and dropped into it.
"Still--living! Are you--are you _sure_?"
So it was not that she did not love him. His first thought was one of
utter relief--thank God, it was not that!
She put the little silver box down with a sort of impatience. "Yes,"
she said. She spoke so softly he could hardly catch the monosyllable.
Challoner leaned his head in his hands. He was trying desperately to
think, to straighten out this hopeless tangle in his brain, but
everything was confused.
Of course, he knew that she had been married before--knew that years
and years ago, before she had really known her own mind, she had
married a man--a worthless waster--who had left her within a few months
of their marriage. She had told him this herself, quite
straightforwardly. Told him, too, that the man was dead.
And after all he was still living!
The knowledge hammered against his brain, but as yet he could not
realise its meaning. Cynthia went on jerkily.
"I only knew--yesterday. I wrote to you. I--at first I thought it
could not be true. But--but now I know it is. Oh, why don't you say
something--anything?" she broke out passionately.
Challoner looked up. "What can I say, if this is true?"
"It is true," her face was flushed. There was a hard look in her eyes
as if she were trying to keep back tears. After a moment she moved
over to where he sat and laid a hand on his shoulder.
Jimmy Challoner turned his head and kissed it.
"Don't take it so badly, Jimmy. It's--it's worse for me," her voice
broke. A cleverer man than Jimmy Challoner might have heard the little
theatrical touch in the words, but Jimmy was too genuinely miserable
himself to be critical.
At the first sob he was on his feet. He put his arms round her; he
laid his cheek against her hair; but he did not kiss her. Afterwards
he wondered what instinct it was that kept him from kissing her. He
broke out into passionate protestations.
"I can't give you up. There must be some way out for us all. You
don't love him, and you do care for me. It can't be true, it's--it's
some abominable trick to part us, Cynthia."
"It is true," she said again. "It is true."
She drew away from him. She began to cry, carefully, so as not to
spoil her make-up. She hid her face in her hands. Once she looked at
him through her white fingers to see how he was taking it. Jimmy
Challoner was taking it very badly indeed. He stood biting his lip
hard. His hands were clenched.
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