That day saw the end of Purun Bhagat's wanderings. He had come to the
place appointed for him--the silence and the space. After this, time
stopped, and he, sitting at the mouth of the shrine, could not tell
whether he were alive or dead; a man with control of his limbs, or a
part of the hills, and the clouds, and the shifting rain and sunlight.
He would repeat a Name softly to himself a hundred hundred times,
till, at each repetition, he seemed to move more and more out of his
body, sweeping up to the doors of some tremendous discovery; but,
just as the door was opening, his body would drag him back, and, with
grief, he felt he was locked up again in the flesh and bones of Purun
Bhagat.
Every morning the filled begging-bowl was laid silently in the crutch
of the roots outside the shrine. Sometimes the priest brought it;
sometimes a Ladakhi trader, lodging in the village, and anxious to get
merit, trudged up the path; but, more often, it was the woman who had
cooked the meal overnight; and she would murmur, hardly above her
breath: "Speak for me before the gods, Bhagat. Speak for such a one,
the wife of so-and-so!" Now and then some bold child would be allowed
the honor, and Purun Bhagat would hear him drop the bowl and run as
fast as his little legs could carry him, but the Bhagat never came
down to the village. It was laid out like a map at his feet. He could
see the evening gatherings, held on the circle of the threshing-floors
because that was the only level ground; could see the wonderful
unnamed green of the young rice, the indigo blues of the Indian corn,
the dock-like patches of buckwheat, and, in its season, the red bloom
of the amaranth, whose tiny seeds, being neither grain nor pulse, make
a food that can be lawfully eaten by Hindus in time of fasts.
When the year turned, the roofs of the huts were all little squares of
purest gold, for it was on the roofs that they laid out their cobs of
the corn to dry. Hiving and harvest, rice-sowing and husking, passed
before his eyes, all embroidered down there on the many-sided plots of
fields, and he thought of them all, and wondered what they all led to
at the long last.
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