The Second Thoughts of an Idle FellowJerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
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The Second Thoughts of an Idle Fellow
Jerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
English essays; English wit and humor
How little we seem to realize this foundation of our life. Herein, if
nowhere else, lies our eternity. This Ego shall never die—unless the
human race from beginning to end be but a passing jest of the Gods, to be
swept aside when wearied of, leaving room for new experiments. These
features of mine—we will not discuss their æsthetic value—shall never
disappear; modified, varied, but in essential the same, they shall
continue in ever increasing circles to the end of Time. This temperament
of mine—this good and evil that is in me, it shall grow with every age,
spreading ever wider, combining, amalgamating. I go into my children and
my children’s children, I am eternal. I am they, they are I. The tree
withers and you clear the ground, thankful if out of its dead limbs you
can make good firewood; but its spirit, its life, is in fifty saplings.
The tree dies not, it changes.
These men and women that pass me in the street, this one hurrying to his
office, this one to his club, another to his love, they are the mothers
of the world to come.
This greedy trickster in stocks and shares, he cheats, he lies, he wrongs
all men—for what? Follow him to his luxurious home in the suburbs: what
do you find? A man with children on his knee, telling them stories,
promising them toys. His anxious, sordid life, for what object is it
lived? That these children may possess the things that he thinks good
for them. Our very vices, side by side with our virtues, spring from
this one root, Motherhood. It is the one seed of the Universe. The
planets are but children of the sun, the moon but an offspring of the
earth, stone of her stone, iron of her iron. What is the Great Centre of
us all, life animate and inanimate—if any life _be_ inanimate? Is the
eternal universe one dim figure, Motherhood, filling all space?
This scheming Mother of Mayfair, angling for a rich son-in-law! Not a
pleasing portrait to look upon, from one point of view. Let us look at
it, for a moment, from another. How weary she must be! This is her
third “function” to-night; the paint is running off her poor face. She
has been snubbed a dozen times by her social superiors, openly insulted
by a Duchess; yet she bears it with a patient smile. It is a pitiful
ambition, hers: it is that her child shall marry money, shall have
carriages and many servants, live in Park Lane, wear diamonds, see her
name in the Society Papers. At whatever cost to herself, her daughter
shall, if possible, enjoy these things. She could so much more
comfortably go to bed, and leave the child to marry some well-to-do
commercial traveller. Justice, Reader, even for such. Her sordid
scheming is but the deformed child of Motherhood.
Motherhood! it is the gamut of God’s orchestra, savageness and cruelty at
the one end, tenderness and self-sacrifice at the other.
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