The Secret Places of the HeartWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Secret Places of the Heart
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
“The real force of life, the rage of life, isn’t here,” he said. “It’s
down underneath, sulking and smouldering. Every now and then it strains
and cracks the surface. This stretch of the Thames, this pleasure
stretch, has in fact a curiously quarrelsome atmosphere. People scold
and insult one another for the most trivial things, for passing too
close, for taking the wrong side, for tying up or floating loose. Most
of these notice boards on the bank show a thoroughly nasty spirit.
People on the banks jeer at anyone in the boats. You hear people
quarrelling in boats, in the hotels, as they walk along the towing path.
There is remarkably little happy laughter here. The RAGE, you see, is
hostile to this place, the RAGE breaks through.... The people who
drift from one pub to another, drinking, the people who fuddle in the
riverside hotels, are the last fugitives of pleasure, trying to forget
the rage....”
“Isn’t it that there is some greater desire at the back of the human
mind?” the doctor suggested. “Which refuses to be content with pleasure
as an end?”
“What greater desire?” asked Sir Richmond, disconcertingly.
“Oh!...” The doctor cast about.
“There is no such greater desire,” said Sir Richmond. “You cannot name
it. It is just blind drive. I admit its discontent with pleasure as an
end--but has it any end of its own? At the most you can say that the
rage in life is seeking its desire and hasn’t found it.”
“Let us help in the search,” said the doctor, with an afternoon smile
under his green umbrella. “Go on.”
Section 2
“Since our first talk in Harley Street,” said Sir Richmond, “I have been
trying myself over in my mind. (We can drift down this backwater.)”
“Big these trees are,” said the doctor with infinite approval.
“I am astonished to discover what a bundle of discordant motives I am.
I do not seem to deserve to be called a personality. I cannot discover
even a general direction. Much more am I like a taxi-cab in which all
sorts of aims and desires have travelled to their destination and got
out. Are we all like that?”
“A bundle held together by a name and address and a certain thread of
memory?” said the doctor and considered. “More than that. More than
that. We have leading ideas, associations, possessions, liabilities.”
“We build ourselves a prison of circumstances that keeps us from
complete dispersal.”
“Exactly,” said the doctor. “And there is also something, a consistency,
that we call character.”
“It changes.”
“Consistently with itself.”
“I have been trying to recall my sexual history,” said Sir Richmond,
going off at a tangent. “My sentimental education. I wonder if it
differs very widely from yours or most men’s.”
“Some men are more eventful in these matters than others,” said the
doctor,--it sounded--wistfully.
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