The Secret Places of the HeartWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Secret Places of the Heart
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
The doctor was about to speak, but Sir Richmond interrupted him. “What’s
got hold of me? What’s got hold of me? I used to work well enough. It’s
as if my will had come untwisted and was ravelling out into separate
strands. I’ve lost my unity. I’m not a man but a mob. I’ve got to
recover my vigour. At any cost.”
Again as the doctor was about to speak the word was taken out of his
mouth. “And what I think of it, Dr. Martineau, is this: it’s fatigue.
It’s mental and moral fatigue. Too much effort. On too high a level. And
too austere. One strains and fags. FLAGS! ‘Flags’ I meant to say. One
strains and flags and then the lower stuff in one, the subconscious
stuff, takes control.”
There was a flavour of popularized psychoanalysis about this, and the
doctor drew in the corners of his mouth and gave his head a critical
slant. “M’m.” But this only made Sir Richmond raise his voice and
quicken his speech. “I want,” he said, “a good tonic. A pick-me-up,
a stimulating harmless drug of some sort. That’s indicated anyhow. To
begin with. Something to pull me together, as people say. Bring me up to
the scratch again.”
“I don’t like the use of drugs,” said the doctor.
The expectation of Sir Richmond’s expression changed to disappointment.
“But that’s not reasonable,” he cried. “That’s not reasonable. That’s
superstition. Call a thing a drug and condemn it! Everything is a drug.
Everything that affects you. Food stimulates or tranquillizes. Drink.
Noise is a stimulant and quiet an opiate. What is life but response to
stimulants? Or reaction after them? When I’m exhausted I want food. When
I’m overactive and sleepless I want tranquillizing. When I’m dispersed I
want pulling together.”
“But we don’t know how to use drugs,” the doctor objected.
“But you ought to know.”
Dr. Martineau fixed his eye on a first floor window sill on the opposite
side of Harley Street. His manner suggested a lecturer holding on to his
theme.
“A day will come when we shall be able to manipulate drugs--all sorts
of drugs--and work them in to our general way of living. I have no
prejudice against them at all. A time will come when we shall correct
our moods, get down to our reserves of energy by their help, suspend
fatigue, put off sleep during long spells of exertion. At some sudden
crisis for example. When we shall know enough to know just how far to
go with this, that or the other stuff. And how to wash out its after
effects.... I quite agree with you,--in principle.... But that time
hasn’t come yet.... Decades of research yet.... If we tried that sort
of thing now, we should be like children playing with poisons and
explosives.... It’s out of the question.”
“I’ve been taking a few little things already. Easton Syrup for
example.”
“Strychnine. It carries you for a time and drops you by the way. Has it
done you any good--any NETT good? It has--I can see--broken your sleep.”
The doctor turned round again to his patient and looked up into his
troubled face.
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