California -- Fiction; Science fiction; Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction
"SOME women do!" he answered--"Not all! There are a good few who don't
want to stay on the animal level. Men try to keep them there--but it's
a losing game nowadays. ('Foxes have holes and birds of the air have
nests'--but we cannot fail to see that when Mother Fox has reared her
puppies she sends them off about their own business and doesn't know
them any more--likewise Mother Bird does the same. Nature has no
sentiment.) We have, because we cultivate artificial feelings--we
imagine we 'love,' when we only want something that pleases us for the
moment. To live, as you say, for husband and children would make a
woman a slave--a great many women are slaves--but they are beginning to
get emancipated--the woman with the gold hair, whom you so much admire,
is emancipated."
Manella gave a slight disdainful movement of her head.
"That only means she is free to do as she likes"--she said--"To marry
or not to marry--to love or not to love. I think if she loved at all,
she would love very greatly. Why did she go so secretly in the evening
to see you? I suppose she loves you!"
A sudden red flush of anger coloured his brow.
"Yes"--he answered with a kind of vindictive slowness--"I suppose she
does! You, Manella, are after me as a man merely--she is after me as a
Brain! You would steal my physical liberty,--she would steal my
innermost thought! And you will both be disappointed! Neither my body
nor my brain shall ever be dominated by any woman!"
He turned from her abruptly and began the ascent that led to his
solitary retreat. Once he looked back--
"Don't let me see you for two days at least!" he called--"I've more
than enough food to keep me going."
He strode on, and Manella stood watching him, her tall handsome figure
silhouetted against the burning sky. Her dark eyes were moist with
suppressed tears of shame and suffering,--she felt herself to be
wronged and slighted undeservedly. And beneath this personal emotion
came now a smarting sense of jealousy, for in spite of all he had said,
she felt that there was some secret between him and "the little
wonderful white woman," which she could not guess and which was
probably the reason of his self-sought exile and seclusion.
"I wish now I had gone with her!" she mused--"for if I am 'quite
beautiful,' as she said, she might have helped me in the world,--I
might have become a lady!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account