"Say unfortunate, Allan--not faulty. I shall never again believe a fault
of you. How stupid a woman can be, how superficial in her judgments--and
what stupids they are who say she is intuitive! Do you know, I believed
in Bernal infinitely more than I can tell you, and Bernal made me
believe in everything else--in God and goodness and virtue and truth--in
all the good things we like to believe in--yet see what he did!"
"My dear, I know little of the circumstances, but--"
"It isn't _that_--I can't judge him in that--but this I must
judge--Bernal, when he saw I did not know who had been there, was
willing I should think it was you. To retain my respect he was willing
to betray you." She laughed, a little hard laugh, and seemed to be in
pain. "You will never know just what the thought of that boy has been to
me all these years, and especially this last week. But now--poor weak
Bernal! Poor _Judas_, indeed!" There was a kind of anguished bitterness
in the last words.
"My dear, try not to think harshly of the poor boy," remonstrated Allan
gently. "Remember that whatever his mistakes, he has a good heart--and
he is my brother."
"Oh! you big, generous, good-thinking boy, you--Can't you see that is
precisely what he _lacks_--a good heart? Oh, dearest, I needed this--to
show Bernal to me not less than to show you to me. There were grave
reasons why I needed to see you both as I see you this moment."
There were steps along the hall and a knock at the door.
"It must be Bernal," he said--"he was to leave about this time."
"I can't see him again."
"Just this once, dear--for _my_ sake! Come!"
Bernal stood in the doorway, hat in hand, his bag at his feet. With his
hat he held a letter. Allan went forward to meet him. Nancy stood up to
study the lines of an etching on the wall.
"I've come to say good-bye, you know." She heard the miserable
embarrassment of his tones, and knew, though she did not glance at him,
that there was a shameful droop to his whole figure.
Allan shook hands with him, first taking the letter he held.
"Good-bye--old chap--God bless you!"
He muttered, with that wretched consciousness of guilt, something about
being sorry to go.
"And I don't want to preach, old chap," continued Allan, giving the hand
a farewell grip, "but remember there are always two pairs of arms that
will never be shut to you, the arms of the Church of Him who died to
save us,--and my own poor arms, hardly less loving."
"Thank you, old boy--I'll go back to Hoover"--he looked hesitatingly at
the profile of Nancy--"Hoover thinks it's all rather droll, you
know--Good-bye, old boy! Good-bye, Nancy."
"My dear, Bernal is saying good-bye."
She turned and said "good-bye." He stepped toward her--seeming to her to
slink as he walked--but he held out his hand and she gave him her own,
cold, and unyielding. He went out, with a last awkward "Good-bye, old
chap!" to Allan.
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