Nancy turned to face her husband, putting out her hands to him. He had
removed from its envelope the letter Bernal had left him, and seemed
about to put it rather hastily into his pocket, but she seized it
playfully, not noting that his hand gave it up with a certain
reluctance, her eyes upon his face.
"No more business to-night--we have to talk. Oh, I must tell you so much
that has troubled me and made me doubt, my dear--and my poor mind has
been up and down like a see-saw. I wonder it's not a wreck. Come, put
away your business--there." She placed the letter and its envelope on
the desk.
"Now sit here while I tell you things."
An hour they were there, lingering in talk--talking in a circle; for at
regular intervals Nancy must return to this: "I believe no wife ever
goes away until there is absolutely no shred of possibility left--no
last bit of realness to hold her. But now I know your stanchness."
"Really, Nance--I can't tell you how much you please me."
There was a knock at the door. They looked at each other bewildered.
"The telephone, sir," said the maid in response to Allan's tardy "Come
in."
When he had gone, whistling cheerily, she walked nervously about the
room, studying familiar objects from out of her animated meditation.
Coming to his desk, she snuggled affectionately into his chair and gazed
fondly over its litter of papers. With a little instinctive move to
bring somewhat of order to the chaos, she reached forward, but her elbow
brushed to the floor two or three letters that had lain at the edge of
the desk.
As she stooped to pick up the fallen papers the letter Bernal had left
lay open before her, a letter written in long, slanting but vividly
legible characters. And then, quite before she recognised what letter it
was, or could feel curious concerning it, the first illuminating line of
it had flashed irrevocably to her mind's centre.
When Allan appeared in the doorway a few minutes later, she was standing
by the desk. She held the letter in both hands and over it her eyes
flamed--blasted.
Divining what she had done, his mind ran with lightning quickness to
face this new emergency. But he was puzzled and helpless, for now her
hands fell and she laughed weakly, almost hysterically. He searched for
the key to this unnatural behaviour. He began, hesitatingly, expecting
some word from her to guide him along the proper line of defense.
"I am sure, my dear--if you had only--only trusted me--implicitly--your
opinion of this affair--"
At the sound of his voice she ceased to laugh, stiffening into a wild,
grim intensity.
"Now I can look that thing straight in the eyes and it can't hurt me."
"In the eyes?" he questioned, blankly.
"I can _go_ now."
"You will make me the laughing-stock of this town!"
For the first time in their life together there was the heat of real
anger in his voice. Yet she did not seem to hear.
"Yes--that last terrible Gratcher can't hurt me now."
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