But an idol next went down that not only left a wretched vacancy in the
boy's pantheon, but fell against his heart and made an ugly wound. It was
as if he had become suddenly clear-seeing on that day when the Gratcher
shrivelled in the blast of his laugh.
A little later came the father on his annual visit, and the dire thing was
done. The most ancient and honoured of all the idols fell with a crash. A
perfect father was lost in some common, swaggering, loud-voiced,
street-mannered creature, grotesquely self-satisfied, of a cheap, shabby
smartness, who came flaunting those things he should not have flaunted,
and proclaiming in every turn of his showy head his lack of those things
without which the little boy now saw no one could be a gentleman.
He cried in his bed that night, after futile efforts to believe that some
fearful change had been wrought in his father. But his memory of former
visits was scrupulously photographic--phonographic even. He recalled from
the past certain effects once keenly joyed in that now made his cheeks
burn. The things rioted brutally before him, until it seemed that
something inside of him strove to suppress them--as if a shamed hand
reached out from his heart to brush the whole offense into decent hiding
with one quick sweep.
This time he took care that Nancy should not meet his father. Yet he
walked the streets with him as before--walking defiantly and with shame
those streets through which he had once led the perfect father in festal
parade, to receive the applause of a respectful populace. Now he went
forth awkwardly, doggedly, keen for signs that others saw what he did, and
quick to burn with bitter, unreasoning resentment, when he detected that
they did so. Once his father rallied him upon his "grumpiness"; then he
grew sullen--though trying to smile--thinking with mortification of his
grandfather. He understood the old man now.
He was glad when the week came to an end. Bruised, bewildered, shamed, but
loyal still and resentful toward others who might see as he did, he was
glad when his father went--this time as Professor Alfiretti, doing a
twenty-minute turn of hypnotism and mind-reading with the Gus Levy
All-Star Shamrock Vaudeville, playing the "ten-twenty-thirties," whatever
they were!
CHAPTER XI
THE STRONG PERSON'S NARRATIVE
Near the close of the following winter came news of the father's death.
In some town of which the boy had never heard, in another State, a
ramshackle wooden theatre had burned one night and the father had perished
in the fire through his own foolhardiness. The news came by two channels:
first, a brief and unilluminating paragraph in the newspaper, giving
little more than the fact itself.
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