He felt himself flush, and also, with his eyes on them again
successively as to show them how he smiled, felt the probability of his
looking silly. "I make too much of it, I know; but what I miss is my
having been right; I mean, don't you see," and still foolishly he heard
himself explain, "about--well, about what we were saying."
"Do you understand our clever cousin, mother dear, after all?" Molly
wailed in a filial appeal.
Mrs. Midmore's own attention helped to point the doubt. "He mustn't be
_too_ terribly clever for us, certainly! We enjoy immensely your being
so extraordinary; but I'm sure you'll take it in good part if I remind
you that there is a limit."
"Yes, of course there must be!" he quite seriously agreed.
"A limit, I mean"--she bridled a little--"to our poor old English wit."
"Oh that's another matter--and when you look at me in a certain
way--even when Perry does," he declared, though he could have bitten his
lip the next moment for his "even"--"I'm more afraid of it than I ever
was of anything in my life. I took your reminder to be for the limit of
our pleasure together; though why," he demanded of Molly, "should we
fall to speech of that when the article itself has scarcely so much as
begun? I do enjoy you--I do, I do!"--and he showed, almost with
vehemence, that he meant it for them all. "It's for that very reason I
should have liked to be wholly right. But there I am again!" he
laughed--"I can't keep off that strangeness of my momentary lapse, for
though it was short it was sharp. However----!" And he beamed in
resolute relief upon brave Molly.
"You can't keep off my everlasting little sister--that's what you can't
keep off!" her bravery answered, though rather as to put it as helpfully
as possible to his comprehension than to make a circumstance of her
pretending to a jealousy that might or that mightn't become her. She
struck him at that instant as not a little puzzled, and he had already
felt how moving, in a person of her force, an unexpected patience would
easily be. He had even for this one of those rarest reaches of
apprehension on which he had been living and soaring for the past hour
and which represented the joy he had just reasseverated; impatience was
surely one of her bright marks, but he saw that to live with her would
be to find her often deny it in ways unforeseen and that thus seemed for
the moment to show themselves as the most delightful things in nature.
"Well, but it isn't she, it's my own stupidity where I ought
particularly not to have been stupid." He replied with the good-humour
which he desired to feel so much more than anything else, and would have
explained further but that she cut him straight off--he did of a truth,
in spite of everything, keep giving her such opportunities.
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