see how Molly's discrimination against his own extravagance of
sociability corrected as much as he could possibly have wished that
quick fancy in him of her having through the sudden strange stress of a
short time before held off from him altogether. That had been an alarm,
and this even at the very worst wasn't, for that she didn't hold off in
ignoring the author of their actual complication, that she much rather
held on, held as she had at no moment held, could only be the true sense
of her manner. She had reasons, and what were they? for not caring that
he should want to see so supremely much of what other people, and this
one in particular should it come to that, could do for him. These
reasons of course essentially counted, even while she kept the
expression of them back, for a renewed assurance of all she felt she
could herself do; a truth contributing not a little to our hero's sense
of himself as more bedevilled at this moment perhaps than at any yet,
ridden since he was by the wish to lose nothing that he could on any
terms whatever grasp.
He faced at that moment, to all appearance, the signal inference that he
had come out, as who should say, for nothing singly and solely, not even
for bestowing his heart and plighting his troth; he had come out for the
whole, the finest integrity of the thing--the insistence of which now
flashed upon him with the hard cold light of a flourished steel blade.
In that light the whole was promised and figured ever so much more by
Sir Cantopher than by Molly and her mother and her brother--in whatever
separate harmony these three should move or act together. He gave it out
as they couldn't possibly give it, and as their attitude, in very
truth--for wasn't there a telltale shade even in Mrs. Midmore's
too?--showed they didn't so much as want to. Sir Cantopher cut across
them as with the edge of his fineness, waving them back a little and
keeping them in place by one free and practised hand while by the other
he sketched a hundred like possibilities upon the stretched expanse of
Ralph's vision, which might have been an artist's uppermost fair sheet.
Absolutely he drew things, their companions turning away their heads
(and poor Ralph needing indeed to keep his own,) in recognition that as
they of course could flourish no such pencil, so might they not either
prudently snatch it from him; it not being in every house, even of the
best traditions, that such a master was content to perform--it having in
fact been to all probability quite noted that all impatience of his time
or disposition to finish worked infallibly against the challenger.
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