"Yes, I've collections, treasures, and all as pretty things of their
kind as you can hope anywhere to see"--this, Ralph knew at the end of
three minutes, was one of the points he had most promptly made, and had
then dropped for some other, though only next to retouch it with a
neatness of caprice, repeating it as in provision of interest for
himself and at once adding that there was nothing he either so loved or
so hated as to play showman--it all depended on the case. "I've things
I'd as soon smash with a hammer as invite people to admire who haven't
some struggling germ of a natural taste. I don't care a fig, you see,
for what's called an acquired one, which is sure to have been begged or
borrowed or stolen, sure not to have been grown. I don't know where
you've picked up yours, sir," he was so good as to remark to Ralph with
his sharpest civility--"for I can scarce imagine where you should. It
must grow therefore in the soil of your mind--in fact, upon my word, I
seem to see it grow in your very face while I speak to you: which is as
becoming to you as possible and as promising, mayn't I say? for my own
opportunity."
Sir Cantopher was struck--and Ralph was at once struck, as well, with
his being so: he had put his fine finger so straight upon the spot where
our young man's consciousness then most throbbed. Ralph _did_, as we
know, grow many of his perceptions and possibilities from moment to
moment and as they were wanted, but his sense of this had been up to
that instant that he grew them deep down within and then served them up
in the outer light only all prepared and garnished and denying their
improvised state. Here was Sir Cantopher catching them crude, and as
good as saying that he did; this at least with a confidence betrayed
neither by Molly nor by Perry, symptoms of something like their friend's
confounding note though they might have confusedly given. Ralph flushed
under the effect of the liveliest observation he had had to meet, and we
have already seen that flushing rather inevitably counted for him as
blushing--and not the less either for the fact that when he blushed he
took a perfect oddity of alarm, as if the telltale suffusion threatened
him by a nasty little law of its own with loss or defeat or exposure;
though exposure of what, in the name of goodness? These awarenesses
during the moment or two, so pressed upon him and upon each other, that
it was as if a recognition of what Sir Cantopher might mean fairly
surged up, under the squeeze, from his conscience to his countenance,
where it could thus only give such increased signs as made his critic
the more frankly appreciate them.
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