"Molly may do what she likes and risk what she likes; she thinks you a
wonder and wants to call others to admire, and I think you one too and
prefer to be selfish about you--that is to handle you as wisely as
wonders should only be handled: we should always know perfectly what
we're doing with them. No, no, don't deny it," this eminent judge
pursued--"I don't think I should care for you if I really understood
you, though I'm at the same time quite willing to believe that when I do
understand you, as I hope to on better opportunity, I shall not care for
you less. I don't get tired of my treasures, you see--and that's the way
to estimate real treasures. We get tired of the false, but see more and
more, to the end of time, in the true. I shall nevertheless not
interfere," he wound up, turning to Molly--"I shall be so far from
wanting him to live only for me, and a monstrous pretension it would be
certainly, that seeing how he supports your wear and tear will be half
the interest of him, and you must therefore be prepared, my dear child,
for my taking still more in yourself than I've perhaps ever yet made you
feel."
Ralph broke at once into this with the most nervous of his laughs. "Lord
have mercy on us then, how very attentive to each other we're all now
going to be! But all I want is that you shan't differ about me--I want
you so to agree for your own comfort. I don't want you to like me
separately--and in fact don't think I should want you to dislike me in
that way either, if you should have to come to it. I want you to like me
together"--he talked himself more and more into ease; "I should feel
either of you lonely, feel you in difficulties and be sad about you, if
one of you, or even two of you, should be moved to any view of me that
the others couldn't share. Now don't you call that kind?" he asked of
Molly under this growth of assurance; "don't you call that providing for
your liking me, and, upon my word, for your hating me still again, with
the least trouble to yourselves, since I'm ready to shoulder almost
anything?"
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