The question had the tenderest directness, but once more, for a minute,
their common understanding of it, and Molly's own not least, seemed to
lapse--his sense was touched by that strange convergent wait. He truly
could thus, he should have felt, know at least by renewed experience
what it was to feel them united in blankness, make free as he might with
those other vanities. It was in the nature of these surprises of their
collected wit to be blest in proportion as they were brief, however--and
this even though they suggested to him while lasting the question of
what would become of him, what would become of all of them, if they did
last more than they should. The break was somehow better as coming, if
possible, from one of themselves--and now he knew, probably indeed very
soon, that it had come in the form of an inquiry of Mrs. Midmore's, made
in all gentleness and elegance. "Why is it, please, that you provide so
for our hating you? It sounds so dreadfully as if you knew
something----!" She pulled up, her words expired, and it was for an
instant as if the high and handsome lady, the pitch and sound of whose
presence he had so begun with enjoying, had shrunken to a pale,
pleading, pathetic person, a person engaged for a moment in the
fantastic act of trying to buy him off by conciliation. He had a glimpse
of something stranger than any conceivable expression of it--of the
possibility, that is, of a fear in her of being frightened, with its
instinct of gaining time before the danger increased. She smiled a bit
convulsively again--she had done so some moments before; but good it was
at once withal that the very delicacy of her dread or her desire could
make him glow as with foreseeing pity, another throb of the same queer
kindness that had stirred him a while back. Yes, yes, he himself
shouldn't have cared to apprehend what she apprehended, however the
particular point of it might show; and why accordingly _shouldn't_ one
be in horror and in pity of contributing to an alarm so gratuitous or in
fact, as they said, so false? It was true at the same time indeed that
there was no answer to her last imputation which wouldn't leave him
still rather more staring at it for himself than brushing it away for
her: which was the sense in fact in which he promptly enough replied.
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