He had been spending a long time, as it seemed to him, with
persons--positively to the number of three--who were indicated to him
now as having known, or at least as having been instructed by society,
that they were pretty well clever enough for anything they might
supposably be concerned with; whereas the light that hung during these
moments about sweet Nan, since sweet Nan she at last, and not quite
other than disconcertingly, was, appeared rather that of an intelligence
rather at sea, or guessing free application to have been so perversely
denied it that exactly this mild comfort was what it might have hovered
and wavered there to appeal for. They hadn't denied her understanding
and Sir Cantopher had in the most pointed manner expressed her
possession of it, but if there might have been a sense in Ralph's
private greeting to her imaginable energies, it could scarce have helped
involving the certitude that the family friend at any rate had read her
most wrongly when he had quite most wished to distinguish her. She had
suffered from what was wrong, though indeed without being at all
pointedly aware of what was right--and this even if it broke upon him as
formidable that he should perhaps figure to her as a source of
initiation. There were things in her world of imagination, it had taken
him so few instants to surmise, which might verily have matched with
some of those, the shyer, the stranger, the as yet least embodied, that
confusedly peopled his own--though, again, how any such verification of
identities, felicities, sublimities, or whatever they might be, could
make her "modern" without by the same stroke making _him_ so, he
naturally as yet failed of attention to discern. He hadn't, that he knew
of, missed from the others any note of their direct command either of
their future or of his own; he had only measured some disparities
between his and their connection with the past, the effect of his sense
of which was that they had the advantage of their perch upon
accumulations and continuities more substantially and above all more
locally determined. This placed them so little less in the forefront of
time that he should by rights at least have appeared to himself
comparatively backward in the race--whereby what would there have been
in him to make in any special degree for fellowship with this young
woman's originality? Never, let us hasten to add, could originality, or
any other inspired, independent strain, have more renounced the benefit
of a superficial show. The others, as he had seen, weren't proof against
bewilderment--which, if she was so different she ought to have been; but
the first thing he now next asked himself was how he could ever--let
what would come of this precipitated meeting be what it would--press
upon her to the least confusion of her at best so troubled fineness.
"Modern" was she?--all the more reason then why he should be at once as
explanatory as he could. Certain passages of his recent past were
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