thus, instead of being off in the boundless vast of the modern, that is
of the Future, as he has described its being to the Ambassador, _does_
seem to him at times to hover and to menace: only not to the appearance
or effect of reassuring or relieving him, but only to that of really
quite mocking and not pitying him, of showing him to himself as "sold",
horribly sold. Say it's as if the man of 1820, the Pendrel of that age,
is having so much better a time in the modern, that is in the Future,
than he is having in the present, _his_ Present, which is the Past, that
a chill and a fear, the growth of a despair and a terror, drop upon him
from it and signify somehow that he must begin to feel himself lost.
That's it, that's it, that may be admirable, if I can get the right
hinge or play for it--which of course I can. He hasn't expected it, I
think--unless I represent something of it as coming back to him, while
he wonders, from that passage between him and the other fellow which we
know, so far as we do know, only by his projection of it to the
Ambassador--after our having seen the other fellow approach, that is, at
the climax of the first, or the critical, night spent by Ralph in the
house. We have come to know something of this later on by our sight of
his own mental references to it; so that these relations may quite
sufficiently hang together for us. Well, what I want is that once he has
the extraordinary experience (the experience _within_ the experience) of
his being under observation by his alter ego, once he has had it in an
acute form and connected it wonderingly with some cause, he feels liable
to it again if the same kind of cause shall recur; which by the time the
phenomenon takes place has for him much more, as I have said above, a
suggestion of menace than a suggestion of relief. That's it--it's as if
the other fellow feels, knows, has some incalculable divination, of his,
Ralph's _weakening_, while nothing is further from himself _than_ to
weaken; whereby Ralph connects, as I quite grasp, the consequence with
the cause. There must be sequences here of the strongest, I make
out--the successive driving in of the successive silver-headed nails at
the very points and under the very taps that I reserve for them. That's
it, the silver nail, the recurrence of it in the right place, the
perfection and salience of each, and the trick is played. I seem to see
it thus a silver nail that my young man recognises--well--what he does
recognise--when the younger girl (for whom, as for them all, I should do
well to provide a name without more delay) swims into his ken, and it's
another one, another clou d'argent, when the wave of his confidence
seems to have begun to spend itself, doing this, however, in face of
something that has taken place. Just what this thing is must constitute
another silver nail, and I see it thereby as some symptom given, on the
part of the others, of a change of attitude, a change of sensibility, as
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